Also..I think i am unsettled because I am desperate to be pregnant for my birthday or christmas, and if not, Im terrified to not be by Feb
That's so funny, me too. When is your Birthday? Mine's Dec 9th and I really really want to be PG by then. It would be really great to be PG in time to give everyone some good news when we go visit at Christmas too.

I'm also terrified of not being PG by Feb as I really want to have another baby before I turn 35 and I need to be PG before February ends in order for that to happen. Also my EDD was march 24 and of course I want to be PG before that.

Very emotional here too. I cried over some commercial today and then laughed at myself for it. I can't even remember what it was about.

Ferrals - fingers crossed Af shows on Sunday so your blood test can go well.