Megsmum - Thanks, that makes me feel heaps better. My best friend who has 2 children actually told me today she didn't think the line was that faint. I will call my FS tomorrow to see when I can get in. Just scared about finding out my HCG levels in case they are low. I just know I won't cope well with that and also with DH away will make it worse. I know I need to think positive though. We are closer than we have been in 20 months I have been peeing almost every 30 minutes and I did notice a few veins in my bbs. I have also felt a few twinges and had back pain tonight but I am hoping that is our baby making a nice comfy home

Coco - Aww, sweetie I am still not giving up on you until AF shows her face . On telling your DH, that is your decision but I couldn't keep it from mine and he has had to put up with so much from me I feel he deserves to be there every step of the way. Plus he would be devastated if I kept it from him. But only you know your DH as everyone is different. you get your BFP soon.

AFM - Think the shock has finally worn off as I burst into tears a while ago. Happy tears. Just a mixture of happiness, excitement, relief and a little anxiety. Although trying not to get too far ahead of myself until I get the blood tests results and know for sure.

Thanks for listening and if I do get my BFP I hope it is the start of many for this thread