Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ August 2006

Hi Girls,

Thank you all so much for your wonderful comments on Katelyn and Lucy...it means so much to me that you all care so much! Sorry that it brought tears about...that certaintly wasnt my intention..i hope that my story about having Lucy after losing Katelyn gives you all hope that it will happen for you all its just a matter of time....which like i said i would wish away for you all if it could give you that BFP sooner...

Michelle, WOW Monday is going to come around quick (not quick enough i know)...I am sending you all the sticky baby dust that i can muster. I really really really hope that this is your month for that sticky BFP. Thats lovely that you give your Caitlyn a hug...its something that i just have to do everyday..thats the thing that really got me when Katelyn was born that i always wanted her to be my present rather than my past so i figure saying goodmorning and goodnight every single day keeps her in my present...sorry i made you well up with tears at work, you have to hang in there chicken its only a few days until you can test. I hear you on the "dont want to get a negative before AF is due" because then you have to wonder if its just to early or if its really a negative....i always wait a few days after AF is due to test because my cycles are a little bit wonky anyway..just to be sure...anyway thats all by the by because you and DH know what you are doing and its your 4th cycle of Clomid and as you have said that is when you conceived your Caitlyn so i think that she is defiantely looking down on you and has choosen a wonderful sibling for you and your DH to hold and love. My DH always says that Katelyn spoke to Lucy before she arrived because she has never given us much trouble with sleep and eating etc (although i had to express for the first 10 weeks because she couldnt get the hang of breastfeeding and then one day she just got it lol)...so i am sure that your Caitlyn has choosen a wonderful baby to go with her wonderful mum!

Tanya, LOL about Oprah...like someone said i hope its you thats going to be pregers very soon not her! Its a bugger waiting for O isnt it..thats where i am at now just waiting patiently...but i am sure to get impatient soon lol waiting is never my strong point! Good Luck for Sunday!

Belle, GL with the docs, sounds like you think all is ok but just want to get it confirmed. I think its a great idea for you to get a regular GP too because next pregnancy you are going to need someone that you trust to help you through. I realise that its a month since you lost your little one tomorrow and i am thinking of you.

Sez, How are you doing today? Are you feeling a little bit more relaxed now after your days off? Yeah my dad was a bit of a freak with those dreams lol and what makes it more funny is that he is really straight laced! He is an accountant and whilst he is a really cool guy its not like him to have dreams like that and then tell me about it lol. I reminded him about it last night and he was cracking up!

You and Lisa are freaking me out about your posts about Folate too.....I have been taking some blackmores for the last 6 weeks and i just had a look and that would only equate too 400mcg a day...AAAAAAArrrrgh what should i do you guys? I think that i better go get some of the tablets you guys have been talking about....now i am worried that i might have already put a baby at risk and its not even conceived yet.....

Lisa, Still sounds like you have great symptoms with the tingly bbs etc. I know that you said that you doubt you will be announcing your BFP this month but bloody hell i hope you do! If you look at it logically..you said you O'd from your good side (i thought it would be confusing if i said right side) and you must have had LOADS and LOADS of little sperms there waiting to get to that egg, im sure it looked like that scene out of look whos talking.....you have given yourself the best possible chance and it is going to be positive. I will eat my shirt if its not!!!! Hang in there mate you are down to days before you test rather than weeks. Lean on us we are here for you.

Lots of Love you guys Sarah xx

Hi girls. Just a quick one tonight. I am sooooo tired after the night shifts. I have been great while doing them but now - I am ready for bed again and I have only been up for a few hours :rolleyes:

Still nothing to report from me. Occasional tingling in the breasts but that happens just prior to AF too. Like Lisa, I have viral symptoms with a sore throat and probably the start of a runny nose. Sending big hugs to you all and I will pop back when I am more conscious and functional!!!

Sarah, I am also taking the Blackmores pg supplement, plus a 500mcg folate supplement. Hopefully that should do it! Folate on it's own is really cheap, so it's certainly worth giving it a go. :)

OK - advance warning of TMI

Just went to the toilet and found a small amount of bright blood on wiping. It is either AF arriving on Saturday as per her previous lifetime schedule or goodness only knows what is happening. I was hoping the lack of symptoms of any sort could be a good sign and now I just feel really sad knowing that AF is probably imminent. 4th cycle down and only 2 to go. God what do I have to do!!! DH is on night shift tonight so being home alone is certainly not helping. Sorry - just getting so frustrated and feeling like it is never going to happen.

Michelle, I'm so sorry you're on your own. I really really hope it's not af, maybe it's an implantation bleed? :crossfingers: for you. Let us know what happens :hug:

Oh Michelle,

Keep positive my friend, you have done everything you could this cycle and i refuse to believe that AF is coming after all how many times have you heard in here that its not over until its full on. Also you dont ever have to appologise for being frustrated...you have been through so much and you should already be holding Caitlyn in your arms, we all understand this. As Sez said it could also be an implantation bleed or just something happening in the cervix, it doesnt mean that AF is about to start. Lots of people have a bit of blood about this time, in fact my SIL who just had the baby, when she was pregnant with the twins she had a full on period every month until she was 5 months pregnant and the twins are fine and healthy 14 year olds today. I will be thinking of you and hoping and praying that it is not the start of AF and like i said before vent away who better than us to understand. We are all here for you.

Lots of Love Sarah xx

Michelle - Im so sorry to hear what is happening and particularly that you are at home alone. Its not easy even when you have that support, but it can be so much worse without someone there. Sending you lots of :hug: and hoping the spotting stops and the ugly witch stays away for you.... :goodluck:

Michelle,

How are you this morning? I have been thinking positive thoughts for you all night so i hope all is well.

Love Sarah xx

Michelle I too am hoping that it is just an implantation bleed & nothing more. I've got my fingers crossed that AF doesn't show her ugly mug for you this weekend

Thanks girls. Small amount this morning but i woke with cramping so I am not holding out much hope on the implantation bleed aspect. Went to the gym so the pain is now under control (love those endorphins!!) but just waiting to see what eventuates.

On the small woo hoo side, I got my progesterone level back and it was 90 on day 21 so at least I am ovulating if nothing else. Now ..... just to get that egg and sperm talking.

Once again, thank you so much for your hugs and support. It is so very important when you are on such a difficult journey. xx

Hi Michelle,

I am sorry to hear that you had a little more Blood this morning, I am still keeping everything crossed for you though my friend...it could just be a breakthrough bleed couldnt it? Yay on the progesterone level that sounds like great news. Its hard for you guys trying to get this all together with all the shift work etc that you both do. I will come and check back on you later today but i am sending you so many babydust sticky vibes but you know i am always here for you whatever the outcome.

Love Sarah xx

Thanks Sarah. Your support is very important to me right now (always but especially right now). Thanks for the stickvibes too ...

Thats ok Michelle, its my pleasure, you are on a really hard journey and i want this so badly for you!

Love Sarahxx

I'm another one who is hoping it is nothing more than a breakthrough or implantation bleed Michelle, I so wanna see you out of here before I get back in here!! (& I mean that in the nicest way possible :))

Michelle, I'm thinking of you, and crossing everything for you! I really hope that nasty af stays away. That's great news that you know you're ovulating. I too send you so many stickyvibes and :hug:

Morning everyone,

Michelle, I am so sorry you have had some bleeding. HUGE :hug: to you. I wish there was something I could do to make your dream come true matey.

Tanya, good luck with the bdfest tomorrow. I hope some boy :fertilise: I am well thank you. Declan is really good too thanks growing heaps. He is sleeping through the night. We have been really lucy as he has been doing that since he was only a couple of weeks old.

Sarah, I am well thank you. I love popping in to see how you and all the girls are going. I just wish I could make everyones dreams come true though.

Keen, how are you hun??

Lisa, still have everything crossed for you. :)

Hello to everyone else.

Now we need 2 new BFP's (preferably more) asap as Sarah and Fiona are leaving the PAML ark this weekend and those seats will be vacant!!

:bluedust:

Hi Everyone,

I'm sorry I've been missing after only joining your wonderful group last weekend - I had a conference to attend in Syd, so have been away all week and my god, so much has happened in here - it's taken me all morning to catch up, so I'll keep this brief and just try and slowly get into it. It's a little confusing not really knowing anyone yet, so please bear with me.

Michelle, I hope everything is ok and as is everyone else, I'm praying that af doesn't arrive! :pray:

Everyone else, I hope all is going well and as I mentioned above, I think I'll just slowly try and get to know everyone before I start commenting too much (I certainly don't want to be 'the new annoying person').

As for me, I'm a little frustrated at the moment. Typically, I had to go away for work right when it all should have been happening for me. So, there goes another month. Although, I think like someone else mentioned earlier in this thread, DH doesn't want to know when it's all happening and he doesn't want me calucuating anything either - he just wants it all to happen naturally! It's just so hard not to work it out - although my cycle is all over the place anyway, so who knows. I only arrived home at midnight last night but managed to get some BD - so I can't help but wonder 'what if'. Now for the dreaded tww, which I haven't really had to deal with too much, as the first time I fell pg, we hadn't really started calculating much and it just happened. Since then, my body hasn't coped with the d&c and I spotted FOR EVER, so didn't expect a BFP. This month, I guess it really 'could' happen (even though I've been away) so I don't know what to expect and how to deal with it. I desperately want to BFP (along with everyone else)!!

Anyway, I was going to keep this short so best of luck to everyone - I'd love to hear of some BFP's so I'm praying for you all!!! Being a 'newbie' it would give me so much hope to hear some positive stories. Every time I think I've dealt with my loss and got on top of things, I break down again - it's exhausting!

Hi Kelly, I don't think we've 'met' yet! It is very confusing at first getting to know everyone, i'm just starting to get my head around it!

I'm so sorry to read about your loss in May. We also fell pg first go, and then I had a missed mc one month ago. It is a very hard road, as you know, but there is so much support here on bb. Everyone here understands what you are going through, so anytime you want to vent, or just chat please feel free. I for one have found it very helpful and therapeutic. In fact I don't know how I would have coped without the support of these lovely ladies, they make me feel much more human!

GL with your tww :crossfingers: for your :bfp:. When do you think you will test?

Michelle - a result of 90 on day 21 for progesterone is Excellent!

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A progesterone concentration above 20-25 nmol/L confirms ovulation occurred in that cycle

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In fact Ive never had a test which has shown over 30 and was told that was fine - so you are absolutely blitzing it! So that is really good news. Hope the cramping and spotting disapears for you...

Kelly - hoping you get your BFP this cycle. We certainly need some in here... And I do feel a few are coming up... and as a number of ladies (who are now in PAML or beyond) can atest, I tend to say that and not too long after we get our influx of luck, so you never know!

Kazz - SO nice to see you, my sweet! Cant believe how big Declan is getting! And Nicholas, holey moley - he mustnt be too far from school !

I posted a question in LT Assisted TTC asking a question to those who have had experience with IVF - if any of you ladies have, could you have a looksee and tell me what you think HERE

Just a very quick post to send my :hug: to MICHELLE. I'm hoping the spotting has stopped. I'm also thinking it's an implantation bleed. You yourself have said that you're spot on with your days, so getting AF on Saturday when you're not due to Monday isn't on my cards!!! :p I'll check back on you tomorrow!

I'm off to dinner with DH. Jessica is having a sleepover at my parents place! YAY! I'm so excited. Have done so much shopping today. DH commented on my spunky glasses but didn't ask how much they cost! :)

Love to you all.

Jayne xox

Hi Everyone!

Thanks so much for your message Sez and Keen! I'm keeping my fingers crossed but have no idea what to expect. My cycle is all over the place and I don't want to calculate things too much as I don't have any idea whats going on. Have tried to keep an eye on my CM but just can't seem to work it all out, so I'll have to just keep DH interested and BD as much as possible!! Should be fun.

In answer to your question Sez, I think I'll try and wait as long as possible to test - maybe even three weeks if I can, as my cycle used to be about 35 days prior to the d&c. I'm sure come two weeks time, I'll be feeling a little different but know I'll need some advice and support from you all.

I'm desperately hanging out for someone to announce a BFP and keep my hopes up. It sounds like a few of you are very close, so my prays are with you all!!

Well it's late and I'm still tired from my conference in Syd, so I must go get ready for bed. I think DH just made a cup of tea, so I'll have to get him to hurry up and come to bed - best to keep up the BD as god only knows what my cycle is doing. May as well give it my all!!!!! he he he. Poor DH, I hope he doesn't feel too used and abused - I'm sure he loves it really!

Good night and hopefully I'll chat to some of you again tomorrow and start to get my head around who's who and get to know you all!

Morning girls. Just a quick note to confirn AF arrived in force and on time for a 28 day cycle this morning. Good news from the cycle is that I ovulated so that is a positive. Onwards and upwards to the next round.

Off to the football to work with the boys. Catch you later.

Michelle i am so sorry AF arrived for you :hug:

Hope next month brings you a BFP.

Hi Michelle,

Damn af :angry: - I'm so sorry to hear that it has arrived in full force but it's great to hear you sounding so positive. I know I've said it a couple of times already but you're all such amazing people with great attitudes! I guess all we can do in this situation is be there for each other and look at the positives. Our turn will come and when it does it's going to be wonderful! :hug:

Take care.

Kelly xxx

Just popping in to say a huge HI and I miss not being with you guys anymore...you were my rock!! Wishing you all nothing but happiness and truckloads of babydust for you all...may it do the trick!!
Love to you all..

jan xx

Oh Jan we miss you too!! here's hoping your babydust does the trick & we move a few bodies over to PAML soon. How are things with you?

Chelle ~ I am so sorry that AF has arrived for you but glad you can take the positive out of it all that you O'd, so here's hoping that this cycle is all yours!!

Just wanted to pop in and say hi to you all,

I am so sorry I have not been in of late but have been so busy with our business and am to tired to try and catch up cuase you gals sure klnow how to chat LOL ( as do I when I have the time shhhh dont tell dh hehehe ),

I hope you are all great and that we get some BFP in here very soon I am sending heaps of *babydust* your way.

and will hopefully be able to come in here a little more often soon till next time take care of yourselfs you are all such wonderful ladies and I miss chatting in here to you all

*MWAH* bye

Hello ladies!

Michelle, I'm so sorry that AF arrived, honey...it's just so unfair. But on a happier note, your progesterone levels sound great! And I'm glad that you're sounding so positive. I'm sure you'll catch the egg next month, honey.

Sarah, thanks for thinking of me on the 12th. I can't believe it's only been a month. It feels like forever since I was pregnant. I soooooo miss it! How are you doing, honey?

Lisa, when are you going to test??!! I'm so sure that you're going to announce a BFP after all that BDing! Any more symptoms???

Sez, I love the new ticker! I think they're a great way of counting down to a big event, whether it be O'ing, testing or TTC! I bet you're counting the days until you can TTC again.

Kelly, welcome back! I hear you about spotting FOREVER after a D&C...I bled/spotted for 30 days before AF arrived...sooooo frustrating! I'm sorry your DH doesn't want to know what's going on. You'll just have to calculate when you're O'ing and jump him! LOL But hopefully you've caught the egg already.

Jayne, how are you going hon? When do you get to see your little bubba again? LOL @ your DH not asking how much your spunky new sunnies cost! Phew!

Keen, I read your other thread and I'm :pray: that the feeling is what I think it is! Please let this be your month!!!

Sorry to everyone I missed...so much to catch up on when you disappear for a few days! LOL

Well, as you can see by my ticker, AF arrived on Friday! WOO HOO! :confetti: It hasn't been as heavy as I was expecting, and I haven't had any clots either...but I'm not complaining. I figure that it's because I've been spotting for so long! I'm actually really surprised that AF came back so soon after the D&C...a 30 day cycle is really good! So here's hoping that my cycles return to normal from now :D I'm going to order some OPK's this week. Anything that helps!

I'm at home sick today...have been sick since Saturday. And I was just saying to DH the other day how great it's been that neither of us have been sick this year :rolleyes: Typical! Anyway, I'll take any excuse for a day off work! LOL

Love & babydust to all
Belle
-xxxooo-

Hi All,

Michelle, I am so so sorry my friend, i was really hoping that this would be it for you. How are you feeling? It is great to hear you sounding so positive about your progesterone levels though - well done! It can only be a matter of time with results like that...lets hope hope hope its this month!

Kelly, Welcome back, of course its confusing with so many people in here and so much going on - Bring on some BFP's people! You wont ever be the "annoying new person", it takes awhile for all of us to catch it all and get into the swing of it - in a few days you will be right! Good Luck for this month and i hope the 2ww isnt to agonising for you! We are all here to help and support each other through all the stress, worries and of course joys of getting that BFP so hopefully we will get to know you better over your tww and then hopefully you will move onto PAML (i mean that in a nice way lol).

Sez, How did you go on the 12th, i was thinking of you aswell. How are you doing with everything?

Amy, Good to hear from you October is getting closer and i guess being as busy as you are is taking your mind off it for the time being. How is Naomi going?

Belle, Yahoo for Af finally arriving, does this mean that you and DH are officially ttc this month? I am so glad that your body has sorted itself and you are on the bandwagon. Wishing you a quick journey with the best of luck.

Kirsty, How are you doing mate? I sent you an email to say i was thinking about you over Thomas's EDD....Im sure that you did something beautiful to remember your precious boy. Hope to hear from you soon.

Keen, I am very interested as to the other post that Belle eluded too....Hope its good news!!!!

Where is everyone? Lisa, how are you doing? As for me i am still waiting to O - bloody hurry up body....

Love Sarah xx

Hiya Ladies,

Just popping in to say a HUGE Hi to all of you, i miss you all dearly but do sneak in and take a peek at how you are all going!
2 more months and i will be back with you guys on a more regular basis, The gym is going great, i do feel more revitalised for it, but i feel im slowly falling back into the TTC trap....ie, Taking temp occasionally and Bd'g each time i see ewcm, but if it should happen i will pretend it was an accident to DH! (hehe)

Glad to see you are all well, even though i will be lonely when i return, im so hoping that you are all over on the "other" side when i come back to TTC!!

Love you all
Shell oxox

I will be here with you Shell as we are not activly ttc until october but i hope that you have an accident that would be the best accident ever LOL

Sarah being busy is helping me thats for sure and this way I dont really think about it full on all the time like I was before, Naomi is good and is enjoying her new job although the car through the front window/door was a little scary for her and some other staff ( she posted in the boohoo thread about it last week for those who have no idea what I am talking about )

Well I am still ploding along quite nicely and I am poping in regularly and keeping an eye on you girls hoping to see some BFP just not posting alot as I really have not had alot to say plus I have been really busy.
good luck to you all and I will say hi again very soon take care

Hi Everyone, just a quickie, as I should really be going to bed!

Belle, I'm so glad af arrived! Please send her to me on Thursday!!!! I hear you on missing being pg :hug: I miss it so much too. :( Thanks re new ticker! I'm so hopeless at that stuff - very proud of myself! Yes, counting the days.......

Sarah, thanks for thinking of me. The 12th was okay. Frankly, every day is a milestone. 5 weeks ago today was the last night I thought I was happily pg, etc, etc.....you get the drift. So the 12th wasn't alot worse than any other day. I guess that's a good thing!

Keen, I read your other thread.......lots of :crossfingers: for you! :pray: this is it!!!!

Kelly, hope you're getting the hang of everyone, and that spotting is GONE!

Michelle, thinking of you, hope af isn't too nasty.

Amy, I'm another one not ttc until Oct, there could be a few BFPs at once. Let's hope so!

Have a great day tomorrow girls! Love Sez xoxo

Hi Everyone!

I hope all is well (or as well as can be expected)! I really just wanted to say a very big thank you so much for making me feel so welcome. It's been a tough journey over the last few months but I'm really starting to feel like myself again and looking forward to a BFP. My problem is that it happened relatively quickly last time and I guess I'm expecting it to happen that way again - which really sucks, I don't want to have that expectation on us! We'll see. I guess positive thinking is a good thing - the power of the mind and all that.

Anyway, just wanted to say thanks again. Unfortunately I have a funeral to go to tomorrow (just what I need). One of my closest friends lost her dad last week and we practically grew up together, so it's going to be a tough day. I also lost my dad when I was 17, so it's going to bring back far too many memories for me. Lifes pretty hard sometimes! But what doesn't kill us just makes us stronger isn't that right.

Can I also ask you all what you husbands and partners think about you participating on this website? My DH just found out that I'm on here and I think he's a bit worried, hurt and upset that I'm not talking to him and that I'm sharing our story?? I don't really know how to handle it?

Thanks.

YAY! YAY! YAY! AF ARRIVED THIS MORNING!!!!!!!! Could I be more excited???? One step closer........:happyforyou:
(I'm dancing like that right now.....!)

Good morning lovely ladies!

Sarah, yup we're officially TTC again! :D When do you think you're going to O? You need to get a ticker so we can keep track of where you're up to! LOL

Shell, nice to see you! I'm sure that the next two months will fly and you'll be back with us in no time. Although I hope you're right and that everyone has moved over to PAML by then! And you never know, 'accidents' do happen ;)

Amy, I'm sure the next few months will fly by for you too and you'll be back here TTC. Keep well and please pop in to say hi when you have time!

Sez, YAY for AF arriving!!! :dance: That's great news, honey...you must be so happy! It's such a relief when she arrives, huh! So after your next AF arrives you'll be actively TTC again?

Kelly, I'm sorry you have to attend a funeral today. I'm sure your friend really appreciates you being there though. It's good to hear you sounding so positive about TTC. If it happened quickly before, I'm sure it'll happen quickly again!

Re. what our DH's think of us being on BB - my DH thinks it's great that I chat on BB. In fact, he registered here too so he could put a post on my miscarriage thread to thank all the ladies for their support! I talk to him about EVERYTHING and being on BB in no way stops me from talking to him about things. But at the same time, he knows that there are certain things about miscarriage that he won't understand...so he's grateful that I have the BB ladies for that kind of support. You should talk to your DH and tell him that this isn't a bad place. The support you will receive here is just amazing! Maybe if you got him to read some of the posts he will be more accepting?

Lisa, where are youuuuuuuuuuuuu??!!! I hope you come and post with some awesome news soon, honey!

I hope everyone else is well!

I ordered some OPK's from Fertility Naturopath yesterday so hopefully they'll arrive tomorrow. I've never used them before so I'm not sure how I'll go. I keep reading conflicting information about when to use them...some say to use FMU, others say to use them at 2pm? I just want to give us the best chance possible so I'm willing to try anything!

You know what's freaky about if we conceive this cycle? The EDD will be on my birthday! :eek: ROFL How freaky is that!!! Funnily enough, birthdays are often close in our family. My Dad and Grandad (Dad's dad) shared the same birthday; my brother and aunty are one day apart; and my Mum and cousin are also one day apart. Hmmmm...

Love & babydust
Belle
-xxxooo-

Good morning my petals!

Sorry have been MIA for a few days..didnt have my laptop so couldnt get on..and I was having withdrawl symptoms! hehehehehe...

Michelle - honey Im so sorry af arrived for you. At least your to a 28 day cycle now and you are O'ing so fingers crossed with things being regular with your cycle you will catch that naughty little eggy this time mate. Thinking of you and praying that you will be announcing a bfp this time next month!

Belle & Sez - yipeee on both of you getting af, now your one step closer to that bfp. Wishing you both loads of luck and baby dust for the coming cycle. And fingers crossed that you have a wonderful gift of a newborn on your next birthday Belle.

Sarah - hello my friend, hope you are well and gearing up to O soon.

Keen - how are you doing matey? Are you still in the tww?

Shell - hello there gym gal! Well you never do know - you might just catch that eggy unawares! Nice to hear from you.

Kelly - welcome back! Dont you just hate it when 'other' things in life can interfere with the BD!! Well I hope you managed to get one good bd in and catch that little egg by suprise!

Amy - hi matey not long to go now till you join us officially..send our love to Naomi too...

Kazz thanks for checking on us.. hope some of the gals in here heard you loud and clear that there TWO PLACES IN PAML..get going girlfriends!!

Well ME - im until this morning I was convinced that Im pg, because my bbs have been soooooo sore and they have grown like you wouldnt believe and i have tingly nips, also been feeling a little nauseas and very very thirsty and have had this ongoing sensation of heartburn etc etc...BUT I woke up this morning with my usual pre af pain in the lower abdomen, so looks like we have to get back on the bd craze again next month!!

Hope you all have a lovely day - I hope I didnt miss anyone!

Lisa

Good Morning everyone,

I hope you don't mind having a new person in the thread. Just thought I'd drop in for a bit and give a small update on me.

For a bit of background, short & to the point, 2 m/c and am now anxiously waiting AF. I had hoped that AF would be rather like last time (after my 1st D&C) - 31 days. Today I'm up to day 35. The OB told us not to try until I AF visits and then its a go...but we stopped using 'parashoots':p a little while ago (I was charting) when I thought I was in the 'safe zone'. I'm getting a little paranoid b/c FF says that when we stopped I was only 2 days after OV...*oh no*...I've done 2 HPT's and they've both come back negative so I'm crossing my fingers and toes that AF comes today....

Good luck everyone, I'm sorry I didn't address anyone personally but I will...I promise...:)

Much love, Kate x.

Kate, welcome to the thread sweety. So sorry about your losses, I hope that your new ttc journey is short and sweet. You will find lots of support and friendship here. Hope arrives soon and you can get back to bd business.

Lisa

Good morning!

Sez - I'm so glad af arrived. Isn't it amazing how excited we can actually be to get her for once - it's bizarre!! Best of luck from here on in, I hope it all happens for you quickly!!

Belle - Congratulations aswell on getting af and offically ttc again! It's a great feeling and I'm sure things will go well for you. Fingers crossed on a :bfp: and how amazing, an edd for your birthday!! That would be incredible!!!

Sarah - Thanks for all your kind words and hope you've moved closer to the big O.

Lisa - Great to hear from you - I'm still hoping it will be a BFP for you :crossfingers: It sounds like you've had a few encouraging symptoms, so I'm sending lots and lots of *babydust* your way. Take care and keep us updated!!

Keen - Hope the tww is going ok! I'm desperately trying not to think about it and am doing ok so far, mainly because I've convinced myself that it's not going to happen this quickly! I'm sure next week will be a bit harder!

Kate - Welcome - I'm fairly new here too and althought it's a little overwhelming trying to get to know everyone, they're an amazing, caring and supportive group of ladies!! Looking forward to hearing from you again soon and best of luck with ttc.

I'm sorry for those of you that I missed (but I think I did pretty well to remember the above!!!) Hope to hear from you all very soon. On a home front for me, you'll be pleased to know that DH is feeling ok about everything again this morning. I don't think he realised what it was all about and when I tried to get him to come and have a look, he got all stubborn and didn't want to know about it! I'm sure he'll get over it soon. I was a bit upset though and after a few tears, we 'made-up' which was great!!! I think he's just a little worried about me as he doesn't want me "obsessing" over a baby, so we'll just have to keep the communication going. He's worried that I'm not over the m/c. I really am so lucky to have him, he's been an incredible support and I think he cares too much sometimes, it's a wonderful feeling.

Better go have some breakfast. Take care everyone.

Kelly, glad to hear you and dh are sorting things out, and that he is so supportive, my dh has been great too but he also doesnt want me 'obsessing'. But he is quietly convinced I am pg, and he even rang me this morning to ask if Ive tested which is unusual for him!

And the tww is the worst! Hope it ends with a bfp for you sweety, you just never know!!