Sorry I haven't posted much lately. Just have felt like I needed to deal with things on the homefront. I am feeling much better this week but still feeling sad, which is to be expected. I have a call into my midwife because both my sister and best friend had a miscarriage under her care and she told them that there usually not a physical reason to wait but emotional. Now I know we've had a traumatic year, but it's driving me nuts to think of waiting. I know that if she says to wait I will, but DH is already talking about trying again and I just feel like if we are ready, why wait? I am only temping and know that it can fairly deceiving after a miscarriage so I would just rather not avoid getting pregnant but if it happens it happens. This just sucks!(excuse my language) This emotional roller coaster is awful.

To all of you who have gotten BFP recently-Congratulations and I hope to be with you soon!! Merry Christmas!