Reet - So far I have 1 box (pretty large box) of garbage, and 2 huge bags of clothes to donate. It actually makes me feel really good when I donate clothes. This time I even threw in some shoes and handbags! Nothing wrong with them, just not useful to me anymore. Now I have room for new clothes! Not buying any more though until I'm UTD, or if I cave, they'll be stretchy and useable as maternity wear too. I laughed so hard when I thought of you snuggled up to a crusty old pillow... lol that's hilarious. Now you won't be able to do it! I couldn't send my DP away for work.... we can't go more than a few hours without seeing eachother. I think because we met at work, and still work together we're used to seeing eachother periodically throughout the day. He even calls me just to say hi and check I'm having a good day. So sweet. I went away to visit my mum when I was UTD in 2008, and on the second day when he called me all he said was hello, and I cried hysterically... lol. I missed him that much. That's so sad about the puppies, too. Poor things... can you at least keep one?? I'd find it really hard to stay detached. And LOL @ you making DP wait. I wish I had that problem!!!

Matthews mum - I have considered that it might be muscular, but nothing else around the area is sore. I did help DP lift the dishwasher out of the car (naughty I know...) but it was surprisingly light, and wasn't really an effort at all to carry. I'm hoping it's related to implantation, it's only been 2 months of actively trying and I'm over it already! Mum would say I'm spoiled and impatient, and she'd probably be right. I guess since last time it just happened (we weren't trying) I was hoping it would be that way this time. Sorry about your bfn, hopefully it was just a bit early. Best of luck with your bt's, keep us posted!

Damprye - You sound like me about a week ago, I was so sad thinking I'd missed my chance. FX you O late like I did and manage to get in some good quality BD. I take it DP has settled down a bit??

Minnie - [SIZE="4"]SO PROUD OF YOU!!!Round of applause for you confronting your brother! It doesn't matter if he doesn't reply. Remember, when someone is being selfish like that, although it hurts, THEY are the ones with the problem. Not you. You are wonderful, and so brave for approaching him after the nasty way he's treated you. I hope the specialist gives you the all clear and you're back on the TTC train with us in late July! Try for July, honey I have no idea what rhymes with August so I'm not even going there. What about 'sore bust in August'? LOL..

AFM, cramping seems to have subsided a bit, but is still kind of there. Cm is pretty much back to sticky. Sorry for TMI, lol. I'm not sure what to make of it all. I've had a headache since Sunday morning, and feel so tired and crappy, so called in sick today. Looking forward to a day of relaxation, and for this dang headache to go away!! I took about 5 panadol throughout the day yesterday, and am really not keen on taking any more. Time to get stuck into some knitting now, I think. Yay!

Have a good day, lovelies.