kellbell-bt's start on thursday.Hope you can find something to distract you for a bit (movie,book,craft,shopping,cooking)...reet-yes, my other kids are a distraction,also a reminder of how much i want to give them another sibling,lots of people don't understand why i'm going through the ivf process when i already have 3 living children,but i do feel it will help them as well as me in living our lives without Matthew's physical prescense.They all know i'm trying to have another bub,i try to be open & honest with them according to their individual age & ability,the 2 older girls understand more of the medical stuff especially my 18 y.o.,ds1(4) knows mummy is going to see lots of dr's & nurses to help get another baby.I needed extra bt's last cycle as i 'o'd late which has become the norm for me,clinic still wants bme to start the tests early just in cause my body decides to 'o' earlier.Depends on the day whether i can have the tests close to home,if pathology close to home is closed,then i need to go to clinic,there opened every day,it is only a bit over an hour away.Enjoy your time with your furbabies