Good evening ladies.

erybery- Nothing really helps now. Thinking of you.

HannahD- its actually harder to go down this path, its a lot more confronting and you are doing it so you should be proud of how strong you are, even though it doesn't feel like it now...

Mel - Went well. Had a slightly crap day so I think the next time I will feel a bit more positive!!

My wonderful, caring mother is sending me nuts. I She keeps speaking to everybody she knows in the medical field about when I should start trying, as she obviously isn't happy with us trying start of the next cycle.
Her reason is that I was past 12weeks when I was terminated.
I wish I could just get a straight answer, I dont want to take any risks but if we wait its atleast 2 months of waiting that is IF my cycle starts in the next 2 weeks.