Wow this thread is getting chatty again. No more lurking for me if I want to keep up. I have so much to catch up on.

fifi & megsmum - You're not rubbing anything in at all. I personally love that you pop in from time to time to let us know how you're doing. It gives me hope that happy endings don't just happen in fairy tales. for you both.

Eliza - Only those who have lost a baby know how hard it is to hear others announce pregnancies and/or births. You are allowed to feel jealous, angry and resentful. The question "why me?" always invokes those emotions. Answers are so hard to come by with m/c and even though we know we didn't do anything wrong I don't think we ever stop asking "why?". But the depth of those emotions does decrease with time. The blow of hearing someone's news does lessen as time goes by. The important thing is to allow yourself the freedom to feel these things, because that is the only way they will pass...with time. I know what you mean about BB being a lifesaver. It was such a relief for me to find out that those feelings are normal. I hope you are having a better day today.

Shortcake - Good on you and DH for resolving to just have fun. And moving house must be a great distraction as well as an exciting change. Sending AF vibes - I hope she doesn't keep you waiting too long.

sally - I too felt wonderful and "untouchable" (I hadn't used that word to describe it before) when I was pregnant. I don't think I'd ever felt healthier in my life. I want that feeling back too. Sounds like the acupuncture is helping.

greenlsw - I like your analogy of the country road and stopping to look at the view. Its so easy to forget to do that at times. Its funny, when DH and I are actually driving, DH is always very keen to get to our destination, but I love just being along for the ride. I'm not sure why that is so hard to apply to everyday life. Anyhoo....I'm glad things are looking better for you and that your DP and step son are so supportive (at 15 that's incredible!). Goodluck with the acupuncture - I hope it helps. BTW, how on earth did you get your entire class to sleep by choice?

Rhi - If shopping makes you feel better, then go for it! There's nothing quite like retail therapy. Besides if anyone comments, you can just tell them you're doing your bit for the economy .

Mel - Hope you're having a great time shopping and dancing on tables in Melbourne!

boble - I hope you get some answers.

Steph - Welcome I'm sorry you have to be here though . The women here have been a godsend. What angels1&2 said is true, the support here is amazing because everyone gets it (unlike so many IRL).

MO3B - I'm so sorry AF showed. And 10 days late WTF?! I'm definitely joining the I HATE AF club. So sorry hun . Please take care of yourself.