I am new to the TTC rollercoaster. Yesterday I got my first AF after giving birth to my angel baby. I don't know if I am ready for the emotions that TTC is going to bring, but one thing I do know is that I want a baby to take home and watch grow into a wonderful human being. Nothing will ever replace Harrison, but I just want to smile again. I have to admit, I have been looking at the TTC thread for a while now. I have a question which may be TMI but with the first AF after a loss, is it supposed to be really heavy and with clots? I have never had such a heavy AF and just don't want anything else to be wrong with me I also have a really stupid question. I know BFP means a positive pregnancy test, but what does it actually stand for? I am new to these types of forums and I just can't figure it out. Anyway I am trying to let myself get excited about this journey instead of being filled with negative thoughts. Guess I just have to jump on this rollercoaster and hold on tight. Spring Angel