Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ October 2006 #2

Mako -how many dpo are you now? you must be getting slightly excited? definately a nervous time though. this will be my first tww since my d & C in july so i sort of forget how bad it actually is!! P.S i can walk, we didn't go toooooooo overboard!!

Shan - i know you wont get this for a bit but good luck with the move!!

Paige - good luck with the blood test results, don't you just hate the wait!!

I just got another positive opk, so that's two days in a row! Surely something must be happening!! Back to the grind tonight!!!! I just hope my hormones aren't out of whack from the last m/c?? But i did get a negative opk on saturday. Who really knows!!

How you doin'?

Tanya-- Have you managed to resist the temptation to POAS again? Fingers crossed the temp dip doesn't mean squat! If you check out the chart gallery on FF I'm sure you'll find some that take a dip and still result in pg. Sorry if it's ruined your frist triphasic chart!

Kez-- Has AF left the building? Have you decided if you're going to chart or OPK this cycle? Give the staffys a belly scratch from me!

Lisa-- Sounds like you have a "busy" few weeks ahead! I hope DH can hack the pace!! I hope your hcg levels come back a big fat ZERO.

Megan-- Don't you just love a + OPK, those little buggers can be pretty hard to please. Sounds like shagfest '06 was at your place on the wknd- I'm sure DH wasn't too upset with you. As for your concerns re:TTC too early, I think you'd find we all feel like that- I know I do. All you can do is go with your instincts and hope for the best.

Paige-- That's INSANE that you can't get your results! Don't they know they're dealing with a CRAZY pregnant woman? Maybe you should let them know!! Did you say your scan date was 1/11? How excitement! I hope the time doesn't drag too much for you.

Mako-- Fingers crossed for you and your (hopefully) BFP!

Shan-- Hope your move goes as smoothly as a move can. Have fun setting up your new house!

As for me-- I think this is the last of AF for me today. I'll start POAS cd12. I didn't O until cd18 last cycle and AF arrived cd28/9 which is a little concerning as this could mean I have a prob with my luteal phase. My progest. levels came back at 41 nmol/L though so that's pretty much avergae I think. I have a ob./gyn appmnt 6/11. Don't know that I'll get any answers there either but it can't hurt. I just don't know what I'll do if IT happens again. Stelly is recovering way too well from her op. she is running, jumping and generally doing all the things that would give a vet a heart attack! Lucky for her she's so bloody cute!
Sticky babydust to all! :p

Hello girls

Hope - yes AF has left da building!! I am going to chart I think, I am tempted to OPK but we have decided that we will bd every night for the next 4 weeks :p only because my cycles are all over the place. Big kisses to Stella
Lisa - Babes how are you? Yay I am excited about ttc. I bet you are!!! :)
Mako - Best of luck
SmallSquirrel - thanx hun, GL to you too

Hope everyone is brilliant

Kez xx

Kez-- Holy b'ding batman! I think if you get through these next four weeks you should change your Log In name to S.S for Super Shagger!!! I think I read somewhere that every second day is pretty safe as sperm can live for up to 72 hours-- something comforting to think about on those nights when you're just too stuffed. Maybe you should give the OPKs a go-- I got some good ones from fertilitynaturopath.com, 50 for about $35 much cheaper than anything from the chemist or supermarket. Especially good if u you don't know when you'll O. They delivered pretty quick too.

Kez - LOL that is out of control!!! Speaking of not being able to walk.......:eek:

Hope - good luck with the cycle, i know what you mean about not knowing what you'll do about IT happening again! But i guess we would just have to deal with it as we have done before....BUT we wont have to!!! Good xmas presents for all of us!!

Oops Tanya - forgot to ask how the temp went this morning???

Thanx Megan, was down again... And i tested... BFN. I am really upset so I am going not going to do personals today

Good morning girls!

It sounds like you girls are putting me to shame with all this bding thats going on! I'm sure we're going to see LOTS of BFPs over the next few weeks!

Lisa, I hope the bd fest started in fine fashion for you last night! I am going to be positively DYING waiting through your cycle! Make sure you keep up the bd, I know you're going to be very busy at work with the election coming up. Still definitely keeping your seat warm.......:hug:

Tanya, how's the temp this morning? COME ON BLUE! Any imaginary symptoms yet?

Shan, yay on moving into the new house! That's fantastic. You'll have to give dh his pressie another time.....Yuck at af staying for over two weeks. I don't know what the spotting means, but I'm hoping like hell that it's something good for you sweetie!

Megan, yay for the positive OPKs! Keep on bding, cos a + means that you will O in the next 12-36 hours! And the egg can live for a little bit (forget how long, stupid pg brain!) so keep bding until you're sure that O is over. :crossfingers: you've caught that eggie by now!

Hope, don't worry to much about your LP, they say that 10 days and over is absolutely fine. It's only under 10 days that you may have a problem. Good luck POAS this cycle. Both time I mean!!!!!! Stella sounds way cute, I hope she's not being too naughty! Have you had to sedate her? We had to do that with Em when she was fixed.

Kez, OMG, will you be able to walk?!!!!!!! I can't actually remember the last time I bd every night for four weeks! And I'd say that it won't be happening again in my lifetime! It is great that our bodies our so amazing isn't it? It always amazes me that our tube/s can do that. So no need to worry on your part, I'll just wish you luck for you BFP after the shag-fest!

I just stalked Belle's chart cos it's been so long since she posted. It looks like she's still charting but not temping IYKWIM. So hopefully having a little break will mean a BFP for her! Belle, if you're lurking, we're thinking of you!

As of today I am no longer working Tuesdays hooray! Am being lady of leisure today, just doing some washing and stuff. We've got our scan on Thursday at 1.30pm, so very excited, but a bit nervous too. Will log on later that day to let you know how I went. And next Tuesday I'm taking my friend who is doing IVF to her scan to see if she is ready for her EPU! Hopefully very exciting!

Hope you all have a great day! I'm always looking out for you guys, even if I don't post.

Love to all, Sez xoxo

Hi all- hope you don't me joining in.
Tanya, sorry to hear the test didn't go how you wanted. I wish good luck & babydust to everyone. I'm starting to understand how nervewracking this time can be.
I'm getting toward the ttc stage again, as my first period (is that what we call AF?) since by d&c has just finished. Just need DH in the same country!
I've never used the OPK's but will buy a packet & test them out this mth. Reason being, DH is back from o/s in 5 wks, only for 1 mth break, then he goes again for 4 mths. We're in a tricky situation. Timing is cruicial & I know we'll be v disappointed if we don't have a successful test (is that called BFP/ BFN?) Sorry, still getting used to abbreviations!
So when I see my Ob in 2 wks, I'm going to ask him about IUI, & whether it's something I can do during the mths DH is away. As I'm 36, I don't want to be wasting precious mths over the next 2 yrs while DH is o/s for work. Am hoping the Ob can help us out. Aside from this, we can only try when he's home.
Wishing all you lovely ladies success.

I'm so sorry Tanya, I just missed your post. I'm still holding out hope for you. You never know........remember my crazy chart?!

hi guys!!

how do you guys cope- i'm scared everytime i go to the toilet, i keep thinking of what came out- i was thinking i still need to name the child i lost for some closure- what did you do??

i never thought i would have to do this :crying:

Hi all,

Princess I'm so sorry for your loss. It is a very hard thing to go through. I didn't feel the need to name my 2 little angels, but if thats what you need to do then that is absolutely ok. I :pray: that you don't have to go through another loss again or anybody else for that matter. Sending you big hugs.

Megan76 I'm so pleased that you can walk lol.

Tanya I'm sorry you didn't get the result you were hoping for, GO TEAM BLUE for next month.

As for me AF has arrived so I'm very disappointed but didn't really expect anything different especially since I had an op last month too. My cycle went for 38 days which is the longest since taking clomid and I couldn't take it last month because of op.Oh well there's always this month.:(

Awww..sorry to hear of ur disappointment mako :pray: that everything works out next month. I 2 am on the the ttc bandwagon i have had crazy symptoms but had to af cycles but alot less than i normal, have had pg symptoms but i think mine might b hormonal. After 3 m/c's it kinda plays on my mind..........when am i gonna get a :bfp:......i sure hope sooooooo soon.

Ne way lets hope you get a bfp soon.........all the best and good luck!!!

Malimum

HI gals,

Hope your all having a great day!

Tanya - its not over til the red lady sings! Chin up sweety, like Sez said, remember her chart was crazy the month she got her bfp. Here's hoping its the same for you :)

Malimum - have you had any testing done to find out what caused your m/c?? Sorry if you have already given this info, but I just want to make sure your caregivers are giving you proper care and advice for your next pregnancy, which I hope is very very soon, keeping my fingers crossed for you.

Sez - oooohhh thursday!! I cant wait for your scan now, im so excited. You are such a sweet woman, thanks for your kind words, and im hoping I can join all my gals pals in PAML very soon. DH and I DTD last night and afterwards he proclaimed "this is the one, you'll see you will be pg after tonight" LOL!! But I hope he is right.

Oh Mako - Im sorry that nasty af witch paid you a visit, but onwards and upwards for the new cycle!

Princess - im so sorry for you loss sweety, and if you feel you need to name your angel, then do that, remember everyone is different and we have different coping mechanisms. I love the fact that I can have my angels in my signature. How are you going with your cycles?

Lushlou - hi and welcome to the thread, there are a lot of new ladies in here too so please feel right at home. Im sorry sweety for what you have had to go through, and now with your dh being o/s for work, but I like your positive attitude and I pray it brings you the BFP (Big Fat Positive) you so deserve. There is a list of abbreviations in the 'welcome' pages I think??

Shan - how is the new house going?? I hope you have a brand new bfp to go with it!!

Megan - I cant wait to boot your a** outta here! (I mean that in the best possible way ofcourse :) ) How is the tww going??

Kez - im so glad you are feeling so positive sweets. Where are you at with your cycle??

Hope - hey sweets, I hope that this cycle is the one for you. Looks like you might be taking over the title of super shagger for the next two weeks! LOL!!

Paige - hi sweety, nice of you to drop in. I hope all is going well with you and i hope I can join you gals really soon! Pls let us know how the scan goes.

Michelle - how are those levels going sweety??

Me - had some ewcm yesterday so we dtd last night, and now have to keep going at it for at least another week! Had my bt's today, so will get the results when I got visit the obgyn for a final visit on Thursday. Also going to see NP this week, so its all systems go atm.

Take care,
Praying for a load of sticky bfp's in here
Lisa

Lisa - I'm a little stressed today. I have cramping pain so of course I am having a metldown :rolleyes: Repeat blood test today to check if the levels are rising as they should. Just fearful that this pregnancy will fail too.

Ok - calm down, take a deep breath, im holding your hand now. Cramping is normal as you know so please dont think the worst (as hard as that might be). It could mean that your uterus is stretching and making room for baby. When are you bt results going to be available? Sit down, have a tea and talk to your little one and tell it to tuck itself nicely into your womb and that it must stay there for the next 9 months. I know its hard sweety but remember positive energy can be such a wonderful thing.

Have you started injections etc? Is your dh home?

Sending you big hugs sweets :hug: :hug:

okay I am here officially now, Jeff and I decided that it was time to just let nature take its course and start ttc'ing again after a 6 month break, so today is cycle day one,

Sorry just a short post am pretty darn tired atm from sunday night case I got to go to the Dixie chicks and am still on a high from it all but hmmm I reckon age is catching up with me LOL cause its taking a few days to get past the late night of woooaaahhh wait for it 12 am just cant do it anymore LOL.

Michelle I hope you are doing ok hun, please take lisa's advice thinking of you sweety I know its hard but try and relax and take care of your self.

Hi to everyone else I will try and catch up a bit more soon.

BBL

OK i just had my third positive opk in a row! Is that weird??

Hey Ladies,

Lisa - I was just jumping in here quickly to see how you are going! Sounds like you are going absolutely ravishing atm! LMAO! I'm so glad to hear about DH's enthusiasm! It's great to read about it! Gave me a bit of a chuckle!

I've also come to unload LOADS of :bluedust: :bluedust: to you ALL!!!(I would have done pink dust too but I can't find it! LOL)

I'm thinking of you all during your journey & I'm looking forward to some really good announcements really soon!!!!

Love Jayne xox

Hi Jayne! Thanks for the baby dust girlie, I really miss you! Im so glad you drop in now and then to check on us ttc'ers!! Well dh has never said that before its either wishful thinking or he was really happy with his performance last night! LOL!!

MEgan - mmm is the line getting darker? For an opk to be positive the line has to be as dark or darker than the control line?? Keep bd anyway sweets - just in case!!

Amy - hellooooo and welcome. Nice to have you in here!

Michelle - thinking of you and praying for really really high, huge, whopping hcg levels tonight!

Hiya to everyone else,
Lisa

Lisa - PMSL :p I'm really loving the idea that DH was impressed with his performance! You crack me up. I miss you guys so much, I want to post in here loads more than I actually do but I don't want to offend anybody by crashing this thread constantly! KWIM? I'm hanging onto Michelle's hand so tight her fingers are turning blue! LOL. DH is wishing he could just get lucky. He comes home every night & says 'I wanna piece of your boobs' & I'm like p&ss off. That soooooooo doesn't turn me on right now! My boobs are like so freaking me out, I swear, I have big boobs & I could wear no bra, they're just standing up all on their own these days & I leaked colostrum the other day!!! I nearly died of embarrassment. Thank goodness it only happened in the comfort of my shower! LOL. I'm so hanging out to have you in the PAML forum, so is Michelle & Shell. Well if DH is right, you'll be over there before you know it! I must go, I was meant to hang the washing out a few hours ago...... :rolleyes:

Love you sweets! Jayne xox

Lisa - Jayne is right. We are hanging out to have you in PAML with us. Thank you so much for being here and supporting me. I have a very tight grip on your hand (and Jayne's too at the moment). I have had a cuppa (herbal :rolleyes:) and went for a coffee with a friend and her 9 month old daughter this afternoon. Thankfully DH is here with me too. I feel a little better and have been talking sternly to this little bubba about sticking and growing and not stressing its mummy!!!

Cramping has settled with some panadol (and now I am hoping it isn't just constipation pains. How embarrassing would that be :o) I have started the aspirin and I need to have a positive u/s result to start the clexane. Blood test results should be back around 6pm. If all is good then I will book in for Thursday / Friday next week. Unfortunately DH will be away again so I may need to take someone else with me for moral support. My best friend who will be coming to the birth (how's that for positive thinking ;)) will be o/s so I may have to tell another friend and see if she can come. None of my family are in Sydney. The good part is the sonographer is someone I know (and I have pre-warned her about my potential state) so I know she will be empathetic to me being a blubbering mess. Just a little bit longer .... 34 weeks to go

Jayne - you make me laugh even when I am stressed!!! Love the boobs story - probably my *biggest* concern ..... they CAN'T possible get any bigger than they already are!!! I miss us all being together so much!!!

Amy - thank you so much for your support too :hug:

Lisa :cryinglaugh: at your Dh! Tell him he's got a few more good performances to put in yet, so to save some of his energy! I wanna see you get that BFP this month! Good luck on Thursday, it's going to be such a good day for all of us! And it's Kelly's birthday too, so she keeps telling me what a good day it'll be LOL!

Michelle, honey please don't stress. I know it's easier said than done. I too have a had a few meltdowns over severe cramping over the past few weeks. The last lot was just last Friday, and I was at work. I nicked upstairs and had a lie down on the quiet! And of course then got myself into a state! So I really understand where you're coming from right now. Just think of all that amazing stretching and growing that your uterus is doing right now! :hug: for you sweets.

Megan, Lisa is right, a + OPK is when the test line is as dark or darker than the control. I always got faint lines, getting darker, for days leading up to O. Then - whammo! a very dark line! You may already know all this, but it's so easy to get excited when you see any sort of line on any sort of stick! And in the meantime, just keep up the BD, you're going to O any time soon!

Love to everyone else, Sez xoxo

Sorry to unload girls but I'm having one of those days. Just feeling really quite down. I thought I'd come out the other side of this emotionally (I've stopped crying at the drop of a hat) but I'm just lost. I have very little faith that things are going to be OK next time around. I know I should be just worrying about getting there first but I can't help but look ahead and it scares the crap out of me. I also can't stop thinking about where I would've been now. I had a due date of 5/3/07 ( a few days before Jayne) and I have a friend who's due just after that and one two weeks after again. I'm finding it very hard to talk to them in regards to how they are feeling with the pregnancy, etc-- I hate myself for being like that! and it's not that I'm not happy for them, I am- it is just an in-your-face reminder of what is NOT happening for you! After my first m/c I was not too bad, I was quite OK with my pregnant friends and was there in the hospital the day after they'd given birth but this time around it's different, or rather I am different. I was able to rationalise the first one as "one of those things" but now I am so worried that this is all just the beginning and that I may never see an ultrasound showing something that resembles a human and not just a pulsing jellybean.
I apologise again but feel better now it's out there. :(

Hope - what you are feeling is perfectly normal and natural. It IS hard to see other pregnant people (friends or not). It doesn't get easier no matter how many losses you have and you will grieve. You do have every chance of having a healthy baby ... it just deosn't feel like it today and that is completely normal too. :hug:

Just an update :D HCG 4080 from 775 on Friday :eek: Completely normal rise (however DH did question the possibility of twins but he was kidding ... I hope!!!) So in other words - one stressed mummy to be is now a little less stressed. My poor GP even said she will be grey by the time this baby is born (I reminded her there are 35 weeks to go :rolleyes:)

Michelle- Great news on your hcg bt results. I hope you can take some comfort in them. :)

Hi Girls,
I have been MIA for a couple of days. I have been feeling rotten, terrible nausea, and I am so tired! I tried to lay down during both of Scanlon's sleeps yesterday, and even though I was knackered, I could'nt sleep. I think that is the worst. And I went to bed at 7pm last night and didn't fall asleep until 9pm. Grrrr.
HCG results all look good.

I hope you are all well. I don't really feel up to trying to catch up with you all at the moment, Please forgive me, I'm sure I will feel up to it soon:)

Paige

Hope - you very nearly made me cry as i feel all of those things too. My due date was actually two days after yours in March next year. I think all you can do is ride the wave. That may be unhelpful advice but everything is just out of our control. Keep in mind that you are fertile and you can get pregnant and it will happen! My best friend actually had a baby yesterday....she is my best friend and i did cope very well, but that doesn't mean i am not envious and all i could think about on the way home from the hospital was "when is it going to be my turn?". So i just want you to know that you are not alone, and take strength in the fact that you have a loving DH who will be by your side through it all. I know none of this is going to help, sometimes you just have to feel like **ap for awhile until you just cant be bothered feeling like **ap any more and somehow you move on. It's a long road I know.

Hope- Hun I am so sorry you are feelin down..:hug: I understand how you feel my due date would have been about 15 April 07 and I known someone due that date too, and oh it hurts.... BUT you and I are on our way ttc! It will happen I just know it will :) So get back to bd'ing :dance: .

Take care babe xxx

Hiya gals,

Michelle - whoo hooo on the fantastic rise in your levels! I am so thrilled sweety and im so relieved you are now a less stressed mummy :) Its so great that your are already planning birthing partners, now thats the attitude I love. I hope you manage to find a good friend to come with you to the scan. I'll be in Wollongong and Sydney in a few weeks, shame our trip wasnt now otherwise Id come with you! You know we will all be there with you in spirit anyway.

Jayne - you crack me up woman!! We are all hanging our for big pg boobs, much like your dh :p I am hoping it wont be too long before I can be hanging out with you gals again. Give my love to Shell too!

Hope - oh sweety I know exactly how you feel, I had a real meltdown around the time of my angels due date. You will always have good days and some bad days, but they do get easier as time passes by. I hope you will be pg soon to help mend some of your broken heart.

Megan - how is the tww going?? I wish it was more like a two day wait!

Kez - hey babe great to hear you sounding so positive! Where are you at in your cycle?

Paige - hello love. Its great to hear you feeling so nauseas, its a good sign, no matter how off it makes you feel. Hang in there it should pass soon.

Sez - Im proud to report dh had a repeat performance last night LOL! Im giving him tonight off, but hed better watch out tomorrow night. Im on a mission to get my big bu** over to PAML! Wishing you loads of luck for your scan tomorrow, will be thinking of you and sending loads of positive vibes. Please let us know how it goes.

Tanya - any news yet babe? Keeping it all crossed for you hun.

Princess & Lushlou, how are you going girlies? I hope your busy making babies!

Shan - are you in the house yet?? Any news on the ttc front? OMG I just remembered!!!!!!!!!!! I had a dream you announced a bfp! I hope its one of those prophetic dreams.

Mako - I hope af is being kind to you.

Malimum / Amy - where are you gals at??

I hope that covers everyone, apologies if ive missed anyone.

Me - well I had some ewcm the other day so dh and I dtd two nights in a row. Ive had no cm at all since then? So i'll wait and see what happens. I had some twinges in the left ovary today, so will keep bding for another week and hope for the best. Ive run out of opk's and think i might stay off them for a while.

Wishing load more bfp's in here,
hope you are all having a wonderful evening,
Lisa

Hi girls...

Yay Lisa... you go girl ;)

Michelle, what a fantastic number!! Looks like you are OUTA HERE!!

Paige, I hope that m/s calms down a bit for you! It really is awful isn't it... but I know I will be hoing for it next time around.

Hope... I am sorry to hear you are having a tough time atm... :hug: I have been a bit the same lately. I would be due in about 6 weeks.. so I often imagin myself waddling around and the baby kicking :( And there my partner invited his friend and his GF around the other night. Turns out she is pg... smoking, drinking... and she is phsically abusive to her BF!! So now he has left her (he stayed a bit too long around here and she went off her head! Nut case!! I told DP to NEVER invited such horrible ppl here again!)

Anyway... AF will be here tomorrow :( I have decided to stay off the potassium sups and eat heaps of watermelon, pineapple and bananas (lots of potasium in them) So fingers crossed it works.

Tanya

I am here just have had to help DH out at our factory this week so lots of working and busy days to get a big order out, am working again today actually I feel tired at the thought of it LOL but its gotta be done, I will pop back on soon, am having a horrible AF and am so sore in my lower tummy I hope it eases up real soon.

I hope you are all doing great I will try and catch up later today and tomorrow then make a propper post to you all.

Take care chat soon

Hi all,:hello:

Amym, Hope af eases off for you soon, she really is a witch isn't she.

Tanya, I am thinking of you and hope to see a bfp from you next month.

Hope, I'm sorry that your going through a rough patch at the momemt. We are allowed to have our bad times and I'm sending a hug your way.:hug:

LisaL, hope all your bding pays off for you this month.

Smallsquirrel, I hope the m/s settles down for you but think of the possitives.

Michelle, Congratulations on those levels.

Jayneshirra, keep spreading that baby dust, I don't think there can ever be too much of that floating around.

Hi to anyone I've missed.

As for me I'm on cycle day 3 and am counting down to cd5 so I can start clomid again. Af has given me a hard time so far, but it can only get better from here.:)

Good morning all lovely ladies-
LisaL- thanks for checking on me!
Hope- thinking of you & hoping today will be a nice day, with more to come.
Amy- tell that AF to leave you alone. Hope all is well
Tanya- hope the fruit works its magic for you!
Hi to all other ladies out there---
Me- Alas no TTC yet. I might have to change my sig as DH may not be home now till Dec! AGH! So I can only keep tabs on my cycle & see how it tracks. Am taking temps & doing maybe baby each morning to see when Ov hits me, should be soon. Just no DH around yet!
Keep well everyone, luv,

Hello ladies!

Just popping in to let you all know I'll be MIA for a while. Don't worry, I'm not taking a break from TTC...just a break from OBSESSING about TTC! LOL

It was really starting to do my head in and obsessing about it can't be healthy so I'm just going with the flow for a while. I'm not bothering with temps at all and have hardly bothered with my chart either. And you know what, I feel sooooooooooo much better!

But unfortunately, no obsessing means no BB either :( I find that being on here just makes me think about everything so much more so I need to have a break from BB for a little while too.

A huge congrats on all the BFP's lately...it's so wonderful to see :D Hopefully I'll come back sometime soon with a BFP of my own ;)

Love & babydust as always
Belle
-xxxooo-

Belle - take care of yourself (but we have missed having you around!!!) Hopefully you can join some of us who have launched onto the ark very soon. :hug:

Hi all,
Bit to muddled for personals today, it's the Year 12's last day which is always pretty crazy!!
I am currently in the TWW brain meltdown! I forgot what it was like! 4 DPO and i am already imagining symptoms, i have gone freaking mad! Didn't help when i was in the staff room yesterday and i could smell something feral that was making me feel sick and someone else said, "are you pregnant or something"......ah not helping!! Not confident this month anyway cos FF said i o'd on Sunday and we didn't get one in the day before as DH was still away! He is convinced FF is wrong and that he knows more about temping and o'ing than they do! Crazy man!
Hope you are all good...i know there's alot going on but my TWW brain is fried!! Get me out of this crazy TTC club...please!

Hi gals,

Just a quick one to report that my hcg levels have gone back down to below 2 - yipeee so that means no d&c, no ectopic pg, and its a normal cycle and that I am going to O again soon!! Now waiting for dh to get home so we can dtd!

I had the most bizarre dream last night, I was having a scan (??) and there were two heartbeats! twins....... mmmmm wonder what that means...Michelle - maybe i was thinking about your dh comments about the potential for twins with your high levels!!

Ill bbl for personals and to check on Sez's scan!

Belle - hi sweety , best of luck with your new relaxed approach, I hope it does the trick!

Our baby has a heartbeat! 146 bpm, which we are told is normal. It was so fantastic to hear it, and see it! Before the dildo cam went in I think my BP was through the roof, I was absolutely $hitting myself! But once I heard the words "and that's your baby's heartbeat" the relif flooded through me and I started crying. Bubs measures 1.3mm, and I am 7w5d. I was right! So we are due (ATM anyway!) on 02/06/07 YAY! Good thing I was charting, or I would've thought I was 9-10 weeks! Remeber how crazy my chart was?

Really not up to personals right now, but Lisa I am so glad to hear that it's all systems go! I am dying to have you in PAML so you keep up that bding girlfriend!

Belle, great to see that you are okay, thanks for popping in. Can't wait to see you back with that BFP!

Tanya, I'm still keeping everything crossed for you.........

Megan, the tww is awful! I am such a shocker at it, I don't think I can help you out! I hope it flies for you :)

Love to everyone else, chat soon, Sez xoxo

Sez -that is wonderful news!! Im so happy and relieved for you hun! What an amazing feeling and I can understand how overwhelmed you were to hear those wonderful words. It even brought a tear to my eye. I hope now you will be more relaxed and begin to enjoy this pregnancy without all the stress. Love and hugs to you. Im doing everything I can to get myself over to PAML :) Im sure you and dh will be having a wonderful evening together with your little bub tucked safely in your belly.

Lisa

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