Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ September 08 #2

[Babyfever2007]

Yes, I did a stupid thing knowing I was pregnant. I shouldn't have even picked up anything like that to drink and I felt horrible afterwards. I should have never listened to what my OB's nurse said about it being to early to hurt anything & to go ahead. I think she just told me to go do it because the fact they don't think I'm pregnant just because of that one blood draw they had on Tuesday.

I have been beating myself up every since that night & it hurts. All, I did that night was cry and pray to God that my baby was safe & to forgive the sins I did that night of drinking. I should have just gone out and had a good time without the Aholahal. It was wrong of me I should have just gone with my instincts and not have touched it, I wish I could take that night back & fix everything but I cant its too late. All, I can do is pray that bub's is okay and not do it again. Which I never will.

I Have been smoke free for about 2 months now & I only drink water, Tea, Or milk anymore. I did have some caffeine with my 2 pregnancy's (the girls) But, once and a blue moon because I hate chocolate.

So please girls, I know what I did was wrong & I trust me I'm never touching liqure pregnant/or not again. It did not feel good. I'm sorry & all of you have a right to be upset with me.