Jen - Yeah, yeah, I know you did tell me. I just never listen. Oh my, I'm still sore. I guess that's my exercise for the weekend. The poor dog, she's been sitting at the back door, whining, to go for a walk and I just don't have the energy to take her.

The boys will be back at sometime today. I'm sure they'll mess this place up within 10 minutes.

AngelBabies -What can I say. Nothing I say will make any difference. Just remember you are a strong woman. You have made such an impact on many of the women who have come into this thread, your support has helped so many. And you've made some great new friends. Take the time to grieve for this lost dream (that doesn't sound so good but that's what it was). Don't rush in to any decisions. One day you and DH will have your little bub (as Ruthie says - they're up there bidding on baby-e-bay) I once said to AJC (if you remember her DH had problem swimmers) that it only takes one - and not long after she had her dream come true. It's still possible for you. Just want to give you a When you're ready..... we'll be here (or somewhere close by).