Babyfever: Thank you hun.. just didn't do much today... stayed home and did nothing but cry. But it's all ok... a lot of fam called all happy but then remembered what I have just gone through and it turned sour.
Just not a happy day. All is so "recent" still. I know I cannot grieve all my life.. but hopefully as the days pass by I will come more to terms..maybe as the 3 months that I have to wait go by..maybe my hopes will get up as the day get closer to seeing that "special" doctor.
Just want these 3 months to fly.. I want to TTC again with medical help. I can finally have full term live healthy baby!

Joey: Good luck hun.. for what you describe you sound preggo to me!!:goodluck2: