Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ September 2010

Clairesmummy - OMG I know, I was having BB withdrawals. LOL. My DP thought it was funny how desperate I was getting. :) Your 2ww has flown by for me, :) Sounds like you have a couple of possible symptoms there. Oh I hope it's a BFP for you! Did you plant those seeds?

Dory - I was thinking about you yesterday, hun.... wondering if your little one had made an appearance yet. I guess not! Best of luck, sweetie. Can't wait to see a picture of your little bundle!

Kellie - Oh, hun.. 12 weeks is a fabulous milestone to look forward to, but I won't lie to you. I still feel sick fairly often. LOL. My mantra has been 'just a couple more weeks' for about 8 weeks now, hehehe. MS is a good sign though, so don't be afraid to have a scan at 9 weeks! You should get some great pictures. :) Oh and I had withdrawals from BB too.

Reet - Oh! So jealous your OB lets you see your baby every 2 weeks..... I've been ripped off bigtime! I've only seen our little peanut twice, but I must say, he/she is a good looking peanut. LOL.

Melster - hahaha... I know the feeling, almost lost it clicking repeatedly! Do you know roughly how many DPO you would be?? I don't think endo interferes with OPKs, but I could be wrong. Don't stress about multiple positives, my record was 3 in a row. 3 good strong positives. Sending you some babydust hun!

Mum22 - Wow, this baby is definitely grounded when he/she arrives! Stressing poor mummy out like this. Perhaps another u/s is in order?? Just to put your mind at ease. How many wks are you now? It's hard to follow without a ticker. :) Good luck!

Glenglen - Yay for your hcg results! I was wondering how you went :) Now sit back and enjoy this pg!

AFM- Ok, I think I am FINALLY experiencing some of that second trimester glow. Yesterday I was absolutely flat on my back with an awful headache, and felt so sick I was sure I might throw up. Instead, I stayed still until DP came home with some panadol to rescue me. I was so relieved when he brought me medecine I cried. LOL.. Anyway, after sleeping for a total of 13hrs yesterday (slack I know), I feel a lot better today. Maybe even motivated?? I have a few things to do, groceries to pick up etc... and I actually feel like I might be able to do it! Wow. Oh and I had a dream about our baby..... I went to have my tonsils taken out (already had them out as a kid but oookkk..) and when I woke up they handed me a baby girl! I think that one is a reflection of my desire for birth to be easy, LOL. Also having some tiny little fluttery feelings continuing.. I think it's pretty safe to say I'm feeling bubby's movements. So exciting, I could sit still all day just waiting for another flutter. :)

SOOOOOOOO glad to hear glenglen sweetie!!! They are nice levels. I think from recollection mine were around the 220 mark for 4 weeks so I dont think they are so high they are indicating you are further along :) as it only takes 48-72 hours for them to double as yours did sooooo nicely!! Looks like they have doubled every 36 hours or aroundabouts am I right??? Dr's go off like a chart of numbers for estimated gestation and 3 weeks is 0-50 4 weeks 50-500 I am pretty sure so that said it looks GREAT!!!! Just knew it had to be good news for you!!

Forshelby I'm too scared to make a ticker cos of all the probs I've been having. I am 7 weeks and 4 days today by my dates or 7 weeks 2 days by scan. But I know I"M right so I say 7w4d. I think if I were to go for another scan DH would never talk to me again and tell all his friends I'm nuts etc. Ive had 3 now and apart from showing in the 2nd there was blood there the emby has been fine. So I think I just need to wait it out now. I plan on having a scan just after 11 weeks (cant wait til 12) so that would make it around 4 weeks or thereabouts to wait. I'm just tired of being stressed out and I havent told ANYONE about it cos I am stressed about the outcome etc. Like absolutely no one knows and I am dying to talk to someone about it all, but just cant bring myself to actually say it to anyone. I would love to be able to cry to my g.friend when I am feeling stressed, but it wont change anything so here I am waiting!!
Dory I cant wait to see a photo of your little miracle either!! You must be dying to have the baby now so you can have him/her in your arms and see they are real. Do you know what the baby is??

Mum22-I just thought that maybe if i had of gotten pregnant when i had the first positive (at day 11 i think) and implanted that maybe i would be lucky enough to be pregnant...........and i kept testing anyways to be sure because it was only half the line that was dark.......In between i have had a few negatives but mostly positives and its been especially dark in the mornings... so i thought that maybe the pregnancy hormone is showing up???? thats what i am wishing for anyways......because i have never had any problems with endo or POS and normally have a 28 day cycle and my last one after D&C was 28 days..................and i have always gotten pregnant straight away and havent had fertility issues....unless having the d&C and miscarriage has caused something?

Nah i didnt do a blood test after d&C, but i did a pregancy test to make sure it wasnt positive and i had gone back down to 0 and did an opk test which was positive... and i have had 1 period as well...i couldnt believe i got gastro. Luckily it only lasted for a day..

Can they do an earlier scan for you? How far are you know? im sorry you're so worried etc...it must be horrible. Keep you're chin up..im praying for you.

GlenGlen.....WHOOOOOO im glad things are looking up for you babe...

Forshelby..nah i dont know....i got what i thought was a positive OPK around day 12 i think from memory..then went to light then back to dark again....cant explain it really....im hoping its pregnancy hormones....

So if say if i had actually o'd on day 13...id be 10 dpo now

But i got the darkest positive on day 19 in the morning...darkest i have seen, like heaps darker than the control line..so then i wouldnt be due for another week after my original 28 days....seems a bit long to have o'd then tho..

so i dont know im so confused...i shouldnt have kept testing like they tell you not to LOL

Dont you love that second trimester

Mum22 - Hmm.. I understand your hesitation in making a ticker. I think it's really unfair of your DH to judge you though for wanting another scan to see if bubs is ok. Has he been supportive and helping you through all of this? I know nothing can change the outcome but it's so hard when you have to go through the worry and stress alone.

Melster - Confusing! It is possible to O late in your cycle... not sure what would cause that fluctuation, but it can happen that way. It's crazy even saying 'second trimester'.. can't believe I've come this far already. When do you plan on testing? You could probably POAS today...... not that I'm trying to tempt you.. haha.

GlenGlen- WooHoo for the great news hun that is totally fabulous darl, hang ten while I do a little :dance: for you, so excited for you, congrats darl.
Mum22- Sounds like you are going through total torture at the moment darl, I'm hoping and praying your spotting ends soon for you darl and you can then sit back and enjoy your pregnancy darl. Thinking of you and sending you some cyber hugs as well darl.
Forshelby- Sounds like you are cruising through your pg with flying colours darl, that is awesome. I feel like my 2WW has flown by as well is doesn't feel like that long ago I was saying I have just entered into my 2WW and now I have 4 days left to go.....:clap: And I must put a feather in my cap and tell you i have NOT been second guessing if I am or if I'm not pg either, just sitting back taking it all in my stride and see what comes. And this time around I actuallly can't sit here and say or think we didin't hit the jackpot, as I truly have no idea what so ever.....lol......
Melster- Sounds like you have had a rough couple of days darl, hope you are over the gastro now and your cycle gives you some hints at where you are at. Honestly if you don't already I would start temping it makes it alot easier finding out if you have O'd or not darl. I'm sending you lots af baby dust and sticky vibes and have my FX tightly for you.
AFM- Hmmmm where to start, it's so good having you all back again I have missed all my lovely friends on BB. Well I'm feeling really happey with myself today for the first time in a long time I never had a dip in my temp at 8DPO today I actually had a rise in my temp, :D When I was coming home this morning from taking my DD into kindy I was starting to feel very light headed and still do now, not like I'm going to faint or anything as serious as that just feel like a little dizzy. And pee I'm running to the loo about every half hour to hour to pee, just went for a nice calm ride on my horse for about an hour and a half and had to stop to pee,lol, luckily we don't have any neighbours and there was lots of bushes where I had to stop......:redface: I'm peeing more than I'm drinking......lol....all in all I'm now at 8DPO and AF due in 4 days time......getting nervous but more than nervous I'm actually feeling really really excited.

Hey ladies..

Im not exactly sure when i am due for AF. going by 28 days im due this tuesday. But because i started spotting for about 4 days then my period kinda came...and then im not sure exactly when i o'd....so its all a bit confusing...

Im going to hold out as long as i can....

So far i feel sick (but that could be from gastro) im hungry (also could be from gastro) i have really dry lips, have had heaps of ovary pains, dry cracking cm, wiered taste in moutn (also could be from gastro), been feeling rather itchy...but feel different from other pregnancies....in the others i felt heavy in the uterus and had that feeling of pregnancy...this time im just scared and in denial of anything LOL...

Clairesmummy - thanks for your congrats! getting past the date of my last MC has been a big mental milestone for me. plus doing HCG levels this time (and having them come back so good) is very reassuring. i am definitely the sort of person who "wants to know"... one way or another. being in the dark is the worst bit..... hopefully only a few more days for you and you will know?!?!?! you are very good to not POAS yet !!!! GL darl and FX for you. When will you POAS???? yah for excitement :) i hope you're feeilng "big, fat and bloated" for a very good reason :)

melster - i read that you can have several LH surges in one cycle but it is the first one where the egg is released. have you done a preg test? DO IT!!

mum22 - can you talk to at least one girlfriend about your pregnancy and your worries? i ended up telling a GF on the weekend (i just started crying from being so worried so had to fess up) and i'm really glad i did. i think my poor DH hears enough of it. "a worry shared is a worry halved" and all that... and crying to your friend WILL CHANGE THINGS - it will probably make you feel less alone and unable to talk to anyone. i know it's sensible to wait until 12wks and all that but these are special circumstances, it's not the pregnancy you are sharing, it's the fear of what could go wrong with the pregnancy. bellybelly is good but no real replacement for an actual human being sitting across from you rubbing your arm and making the right noises while you cry/snot all over your face LOL.

forshelby - so do you think your dreams might be telling you that you're having a GIRL??? how exciting to be feeling the first fluttering !!!

Reet - how brilliant seeing your little bubba's heartbeat... and not long till you can see the gorgeous little thing again which is great. I'm very happy for you :)

Kellbell - be confident and book that US!! every week that goes by the risk of something going wrong gets less and less... so count every day as one step closer to your bubba. having MS is a good sign so embrace it LOL

Dory - good luck for the next few weeks... lots going to happen i imagine !!!

melster i don't know what to make of those symptoms... it's hard when you're not well at the same time.
FX it's early preg symptoms.

anyways - i shouldn't be encouraging you all to POAS stick so early but i just can't resist so apologies!

AFM - i fluctuate so wildly day to day how i'm feeling and how confident i am with this pregnancy. i keep making a baby ticker and then removing it, wanting to join a bellybuddies group to holding off... quite stressful but then exciting. when i was crying in my GPs office last week she said to me that it's a baby's job to start mum's worrying as soon as possible (which i quite liked).

anyways - FX for the beginnings of my little one and for all of your little ones, whatever stage they are in (egg, blastocyst, embryo, foetus or baby!)

GlenGlen- I'm trying my best to hold out from testing until at least Monday when AF is due for me........I did say trying I would like to do it now but I only have 2 HPT in the house and don't want to waste them in getting a BFN right now if you know what I mean. So Monday is POAS day for me if AF is a no show.

Can i ask for those pregnant ladies, what cycle did you fall pregnant on after miscarriage?

GlenGlen.....i have bought some pregnancies tests so lets see how i go......im not feeling confident though for some reason..

Clairesmummy...you need to throw some of you're positivity my way LOL...im feeling really unsettled at the moment...i keep thinking its going to be a BFN for me...even though hubby swears the amount we did it that im pregnant..LOL and mum reakons i am...

Melster sounds promising TEST TEST TEST!!!

Ummm in answer to your Q I had a chemical (early) m/c so around 4 weeks. I got BFP the next cycle and it didnt effect my ovulation day or anything :) I was really surprised as I thought the cycle was a bust for sure.....had AF style cramps and etc.

melster - i fell pregnant on my 2nd cycle after my MC (i had a very early MC at 5 wks so it didn't take long for my body to get back to normal, although my first cycle was all over the place and i'm not even sure if i O'd). i know a few other friends/relatives who have done the same thing (ie. pregnant in the 1st or 2nd or 3rd cycle after their miscarriage). i've read that you are 'extra fertile' after a miscarriage but i don't think there's any scientific reason for this... just wishful thinking !! or maybe it's because we just take extra special care to chart our cycles and get the timing right etc etc because we want to be pregnant so badly. Is this your 2nd cycle after your MC?

Don't lose hope, it's still prob way too early to get a BFP but that doesn't mean you're not UTD. let's hope your gastro clears up quickly so you can read any symptoms without any confusion. FX for you sweets and think positive thoughts (or wallow a bit if you want !)

Mum22 and Glenglen...I got pregnant the first go with my daughter and my last pregnancy...this is my second cycle of trying after loosing bubs at 9weeks..it only measured at 6weeks tho..i had a D&C and we tried straight away, i did opk tests and it seemed that i o'd in the middle and had my period 28days after D&C...

This is my second cycle, but im not feeling confident at all...dont know why i am just not...i knew straight away with the other pregnancies...maybe its coz i am scared and dont want the dissapointment again...who knows but i cant handle the heart break again if i am not..

I know its only my second cycle and people say "keep trying it will happen" but after you have had a miscarriage its just so intense the feeling of wanting to be pregnant again...its just consuming me....maybe i think some peace will come along with another pregnancy..and some happiness...

Melster, my prev two pregnancies I immediately knew I was BFP with sore bbs and nausea to boot. None this time around until 6+ weeks and even then it is nothing compared to last two pregnancies really.
I got preg with DD1 straight off pill. DD2 2nd month of trying. The first month off the pill this time I had the chem preg and the following month this pregnancy. Seems to me your chances are high that you are pregnant. Try not to worry about 'not knowing' it's prob just your fears creeping in and making you not think you are. I actually complained to the Dr about the lack of nausea and the dr was shocked at my whingeing about it......hmmmm

AFM I have just eaten a rice slice thingo I made with veges in it. Am now stressing about that....
If I have cooked it in my oven at 180 degrees for 1.5 hours and then and extra 30 mins at 200 degrees the raw eggs woulda been cooked (only had two in it) the reason I ask was the dish is slightly sloppy (prob cos of all the vegs and cheese in it) and my mind is now going WTF have I done am I bloody stupid, but anyways, the dish was burnt on the outside (cooked for that long) and steaming damn hot on the inside so they woulda been cooked yeah???
Oh I should add I normally only cook the dish for around an hour....and it was probably closer to 2.5 hours not 2 that I cooked todays for.

melster - i know how you feel. i was so terrified after my MC that it would be another 6 months before getting pregnant again and that scared me so much. i was so worried that i would fall apart if i didn't get pregnant again quickly....i became BEYOND obsessed with tracking my cycle!!

i also found my attitude to being pregnant (ie. excited and optimistic) has changed since my MC... it's a protective mechanism i guess. so i can understand how you don't feel confident at the mo...

there are no certainties in life but it's a really good sign that you have gotten pregnant so easily twice before, so remember that!!!

mum22 - i'm sure there's nothing to worry about - 2.5 hrs seems a long time to cook eggs?? and if they're hot you should be safe... eggs cook really quickly

Im just so darn negative at the moment i need to :wall: out of me LOL.......

Mum22...yeah those eggs would have defiantly been cooked by then..you'll be safe!

GlenGlen...i have actually been pregnant 3times and all on the first go...so really i shouldnt have trouble falling pregnant unless something has happened with the D&C or miscarriage or its just my body healing....I think not falling pregnant this time threw me....

My hubby keeps telling me how impatient i am..and i am...;)

Phew thanks for your confidence girls I am a stresser!!

Melster, I think it can go either way after a D&C with falling pregnant. My mum always stands by after it you are most fertile (she had a few late losses) and the drs seem to say that too. But the first month either your uterus will be strong enough and the lining thick enough for a baby or it may just need that extra month to build the lining up again to make sure your BFP stays put. So that may just explain last months BFN and this month sweetie you are in with a flying chance!! Plus melster cos you were 6 weeks it may have just taken that extra month to get rid of any l/o hormones. This month will be yours just you wait and see.

Glenglen I am soooo glad things are looking good for you sweetie. Just you wait and see you will see the HB in a week and a halfs time. I looked it up and after a Hb has been detected there is a 78% chance of it continuing this is what I keep telling myself to make myself try to stop getting too anxious.

Does anyone know when Dopplers can detect a HB at earliest?

mum22 - 78% sounds good, i'll take that! i'm feeling much more positive this time around. getting pregnant again so quickly has gone a long way to healing the loss of the last pregnancy and moving on, although i know not everybody feels that way. hearing HB by dopplers are much later aren't they... 12 weeks or something??

melster - if i was a betting woman i would say that your chances of getting pregnant either this cycle or the next are VERY VERY HIGH. so maybe set yourself that goal in your mind? i set myself a 3 cycle goal and said that if i wasn't pregnant in 3 months i was allowed to crack the *****s big time !! (not quite sure at who and what it would achieve but i think you know what i mean!)

so glenglen you only have a week and a half to get through before you get the 78% likely to continue. I also find it interesting that 10 weeks is the other milestone that the risk of miscarriage by then is only 10% and 12 weeks 1/2% nice figures to focus on.....10 weeks here I come.
HB here comes glenglen.

Oh its all good!!

Hmmm i agree with what glenglen said Melster!

thanks ladies...i really appreciate it..and you made me smile!!!!!!!!!

Im not exactly sure when a doppler can detect hb....i thought it was anything after 7/8weeks

Wow it's all happening in here this afternoon, melster hang in there darl sending you lots of positive vibes my dear and remember it aint over until we have AF on our door step so every day she is away is a step closer to our dreams darl, I have my fingers crossed for you.
AFM- I'm feeling like crap this afternoon, still feeling like I'm gunna pass out or something feeling really light in the head and now I feel a little like I'm gunna get the flue or something, had a couple of cramps this afternoon nothing serious and am now getting a headache to top it all off......woo hoo lucky me......lol.....still feeling pretty irritable(Annoyed) no idea why and worn out just wanna curl up and sleep but I won't....lol.... hhhmmmm ah well tomoro is another day.......I so wanna POAS but I won't cause I WILL WAIT FOR NO AF..........NO AF NO AF NO AF............lol....I think it helps if I keep telling her to stay away.......lol....

Clairesmummy - LOL@ your alfresco pee...

Melster - Count your cycle from the first day of full on bleeding. Ignore the spotting. Hope that helped! Technically speaking, I feel pg on cycle 28 after a mc. But before you bang your head on your keyboard.. (LOL) We weren't trying for 26 of those cycles. So realistically, I got my bfp in cycle 2. And I totally understand how bad it is wanting to be pg after a mc. It was very difficult waiting so long (more than 2 years) to try again, but I did so out of respect for DP. I wanted him to want our baby as much as I do. The worst part was being back on bcp and not trying at all. Every af was a reminder that there was no baby, and wouldn't be for a long time. So I feel your pain. Just think, you won't have to wait as long as me most likely! :) I don't know if that helps or not.

Glenglen - I'm not sure, maybe it's just wishful thinking because if I'm honest, I would prefer a girl. Not that I would be disappointed with a boy, I just see myself with a little girl, that's all. The little fluttery feelings are good, too. At first I wasn't sure if I was imagining it or not but it's continued and seems to happen more often so yay for that!

Mum22- I have lost my memory i think! Have u seen a heartbeat?! Woohoo if u have! How high was it?? I was speaking to my ob. and he said the same thing.. once a heartbeat is detected ur chance of m/c are very low.. and even lower if its a really good strong one.. made me feel a lot better! :)

Melster- Gosh u do sound like ur still in limbo land! I was the same last cycle, i think i told u that i went to dr and got a bt just to confirm that i had already O'ed cos i had no idea! I got my bfp that cycle too.. so not knowing can be a good thing! Just try and relax..(i know i know..easier said then done!) either u are or ur not pg tho.. if ur not then i bet ur next cycle is a lot less confusing and u feel a lot more in control! Ur bfp defintely wont be too far away. I fell pg 5 months after m/c, but i only had 2 cycles in that time.. my body was a mess after m/c.. it didnt know what it was doing!

Clairesmummy- Im going to be the devil again! Maybe u shld use the first response test tomoro morning and if its a bfn then atleast u know it cld just still be too early for it to show up and then use ur other hpt once af is late?? Im dying to find out.. ur symptoms sound so promising!!! haha.. but u are very very strong for not testing yet.. well done! :)

Forshelby- Oooh im so jealous that ur feeling fluttering feelings! I CANT WAIT!!! Im so glad that u can feel it so early on..its not so long for me to wait! Sorry to hear u felt so crap with a headache etc :( wonderful that ur dp came to the rescue tho! Maybe it helped him to realise that it IS hard work growing a baby! :) Oh and how about a tummy pic!!! :)

Glenglen- Wonderful results!! So happy for u!! Has the bleeding stopped completely??

Kell- Book ur scan in!! Honestly i dont think u have a blighted ovum.. im pretty sure i had one (they did a scan when i started bleeding at 9 wks, no baby, they said i cld have already m/ced it but i dont think so) and i just found out the other day that my levels were only at 1050 at 6 wks pg so very low.. i wish i was a bit more wiser and had known that it was low.. i wldnt have spent the next 3 weeks 'being pg!' U are going to be fine! Book ur scan!!!! :)

AFM- Feeling pretty good, still havent vomited.. im starting to think myself very lucky tho instead of thinking its a bad sign! Im very tired and have waves of nausea.. and really dont have much of an appetite.. but other then that..im great!

xxx

Reet, my scan at 6w3d was 138 HB. I'm not sure if that is strong or not? Really not sure. The U/S lady said anything between 100-200 was normal. So not sure if it is strong or not sorry.

Wooo hooo for no vomitting. That is one way to look at it I agree. I also have little waves of nausea but nothing severe or anything I wouldnt say (I have had my moments, but not recently) my hardest thing to do is find a food item which I actually want to eat. Nothing seems to really satisfy me. Unless it is cheesy that is :)

Reet- As tempting as it is to POAS in the morning I think I will wait until Monday darl, sorry........I just want to get my hopes then be shot down if it comes up with a BFN, that's the part that really really scares me at the moment. I feel so positive right now I'm really scared that if I test and it comes up negative I will feel like I have lost yet another battle and I really don't want to feel like that.
Forshelby- I'm glad you got a good laugh at my alfresco pee darl. But you know what they say......when you got to go you got to go......lol.....
AFM- As I said above I'm starting to feel really scared right now about the whole AF and TTC thing, not sure if I'm going to get a BFP or not I'm really worried that if I test I will be dissapointed and now I'm worried about the whole ordeal and how much it could shatter me. I'm worried about being so positive this whole cycle and then still not getting to be PG. Well I guess I only have 3 days until I find out if AF will be here or not as I always have spotting before she arrives.

Melster - dont get too disheartened i know your baby is just waiting for the right time
i hope its this cycle for you FX
It took about 10 months to get my first BFP i dont think my body had a clue what to do or me lol. then we lost it and got preg on the second cycle after that which made our gorgeous DD. then this year had the chemical preg and it took three cycles after that
I really believe our DD was destined to be with us so maybe all that happened had to for her to be here. not that we dont miss our lost babies. its a strange thought to think another child could be here and she wouldn't be here. now i have rambled:redface:

Mum22 that sounds like a great heartbeat - your baby is a super strong

Reet - your OB sounds fantastic. how cute you saw your bubba again. glad everything is going good for you and FX the nasuea stays away
Yeah my first m/c my levels were 1000 at 6 weeks. if i knew more then it would have been obvious it was going to end bad.
We saw a yolk sac so surely a blighted ovum wouldnt even have that. i did google it but it sent me mad so i stopped.

glenglen awesome levels you have YAH! congrats

NO AF for you clairesmummy def your month i reckon

Shelby how cute is your little lemon - how cool for the flutters i cant wait to feel it again

I dont think a doppler picks up the HB till much later. i know why OB didnt use it till about 14 weeks. i could be wrong

well i decided to be positive thanks girls and i booked my OB today and 12 week scan.
going to book a 9 week scan in the morning for hopefully next friday as cant see my OB till the 12th oct. im scared already i hope we see a HB
had another vomit today - which makes me excited how strange this journey is sometimes

ALMOST 8 WEEKS NOW :D :dance:

Kell- Yay for being sick darl, sounds horrible but hey it's a good sign that your pg is progressing well. I'm sure you will have a great scan darl and you will get to see a lovely healthy little bub and a very strong HB darl. And I so hope your right and AF is a no show for me I really really really do, we are off away to another draft on Friday afternoon and be home on Sunday night so at least it will make the week end go by quickly for me. Bring on POAS day (Monday) lol....I feel like my emotions are all over the place at the moment, feeling great 1 second then up the creek the next. I was watching telly last night and started crying over a horse dieing on there and I mean I was actually sobbing watching it. But hey it's either AF coming or maybe just maybe I'm UTD.........hoping and praying....:pray::pray::pray:

UTD UTD UTD - im so excited for you for monday ill be stalking you!!!!!

I can only hope and pray you are right Kell, and thank you so much for your positivity darl, I really appreciate it alot, sending you massive cyber hugs to say thank you. And please feel free to stalk me as much you like as if I am lucky enough to get my BFP I want to be able to share it with you all asap. Ive just had some cramping again like AF is going to show been to loo but have nothing there and is feeling dizzy an early PG sign cause omg I don't ever remember feeling so light headed it's scaring me a little bit, feel like I'm gunna pass out. Feeling a little confused atm.

Kell- My Ob. is fantastic!! I think im in love with him!!! haha well not quite.. hes like a 60 yr old man.. but i just love his attitude/personality-hes very quirky. I think sometimes.. hhmm does he want to see me every 2 weeks for the next 6 weeks just for my money??! But u know what.. i dont care anyway! I am more then happy to pay the money for that reassurance on a fortnightly basis :) Ive been seeing him for the last year as my gyno so ive gotten to know him really well.
Yay for booking ur scan! I cant wait to hear ur great results! :)

Clairesmummy- Oh isnt it awful when ur emotions are all over the place.. one second ur on an almighty high..the next u come crashing down and feel like crap. Only a few more days to go. and ur symptoms do sound very very promising. Altho i never had any of them!! And still dont! haha

Mum22- Thats a good heartbeat! I think its going to be a boy :) thats only cos i heard that girls have really high heartbeats and boys not so high. I think everything will be just fine for u! And yeah thats my exact problem.. no food appeals to me! My tummy can be rumbling like crazy but i feel like nothing.. Oh well hopefully i dont put on much weight! :)

AFM- I really want to stop counting how far along i am and maybe check my ticker in a weeks time and get a big shock and think wow! 9 weeks! haha i dont think ill be able to do it tho.. time is going pretty quickly tho.. thank goodness :)

Funny Reet, I think my DD's had Hb's around the 150 mark from recollection tho it is a little hazy. DD1 has decided from ages ago that she would like another sister. No go zone for boys apparently. Then yesterday (mind you we havent told her) she out of the blue said there is a baby in your tummy. I said 'is there' she said 'yep' and started laughing. I said 'what is it a boy or a girl' she said 'a boy'. Now this is the kid who insisted from day 1 with preg with DD2 there was a pink baby in there so maybe it is something?? Hmmmmmm.

I know what you mean about wanting time to fly by quickly and say wooohoo I'm so many weeks. I cant wait to reach the 12 week milestone HURRY UP!!

Clairesmummy and Melster thinking of your both FX

Kell thanks sweetie!! I can only keep my FX!! Cant wait to hear about your scan.

Good Morning all- Bit chilly here this morning...bbrrrrrr.......well now I am officially stressing as I had a temp dip this morning only by .3 of a degree but still a temp dip........they have been higher than normal post O temps but not this morning......ooohhh the suspense is now driving me insane I was so tempted to POAS this morning just to get it over with but i didn't I don't want to see 1 line. Cramps have gone woke up feeling pretty good then got out of bed and felt a little lumpy in my throat then that turned into feeling like I was starving. I just wanna know but I don't wanna know if it's a BFN I've been feeling so good about this cycle now I'm feeling like I am losing the plot......help me please....

Ok first of all I will do persies later, just letting you all know I'm nearly sure my 2WW is coming to an end ladies.....and no it's NOT good news....:wall: just been to the loo, sorry if this is tmi, but when I went to the loo and wiped I had some pinkish blood on the paper.:cry: So looks like AF with be raising her ugly unwanted head again. I have never had implantation spotting before so guessing this is NOT from implantation. I feel so lost right not I just feel like screaming and breaking something or just crying my eyes out. Give me a few minutes and I will probably deal with it and move on but right now I feel like this whole TTC journey is just all to hard and feel like giving up, but I probably won't. :cry::wall::cry: So much for positive thinking hey, what a waste of good vibes this cycle has been yet again. I'm feeling very angry with myself as well as very dissapointed that my body has let me down yet again. Sorry about the whole me me me post but I had to get my feelings down before I start crying liking a baby.

oh clairesmummy i'm so sorry. i remember the feeling so well. you poor thing. all that waiting and hoping and positive thoughts and now nothing. big hugs to you today. let yourself be angry and wallow and scream at the universe and soon enough you will be back to your wonderful positive self and ready to try again next month.

Hold out though, it might not be AF ??

thinking of you. xo

Forshelby...i think i started bleeding properly on the wednesday...so id be due this tuesday i would say......and my eyes nearly dropped out when you said 28 cycles LOL.....im glad it was only two....you must love you're man a great deal to do that for him...

Reet...wow, hopefully i get my bfp too then

Kellbell...thanks hun..i know i have really started appreciated having my daughter here in my life and healthy...for some woman that dont get that chance at all....i just look at her and love her to bits..i love her with everything that i have...and i should be grateful...

For me, i have a snuffly nose feels like im getting a cold, been getting period pains and stabbing pains in my ovaries...felt so hungry in the middle of the night, i feel quiet grumpy and moody, a pimple has just popped up, my lips are cracked, and i have been itchy....but it could be anything really

Clairesmummy........i dont know what i can say to take the pain away but i wish i had the words. I know exactly how you are feeling though babe. I wish there was something i could do for you to make you feel ok. I am here for you if you need me. I can feel you're heart ache and dissapointment...its such a gut wrenching thing.....and i am in the same boat as you...................i am hoping for you that it is implantation or something else and that you are actually pregnant. Maybe you should do a test just incase you are.....you just never know babe.......

Clairesmummy- I am so sorry AF is being so cruel to a few of us atm :( I had the same thing as you this morning and also never had implantation spotting with any of my three pregnancies :(

sorry to hear damprye :(