TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ April 08

[mollycat]

tm - yes, it's used for breast cancer treatments, apparently it does the same as clomid for fertility, dosage is obviously different (i'm on from day 3 to 7, breakfast, lunch and dinner). just hope it works.

[Canary]

Hi!
I am having a nice, lazy Saturday, chattiIng on the phone and generally chilling. The weather has been MAD here. It has gone from glorious sunshine with a real summer feel during the week, to -3 degrees at 9am this morning, then rain, then snow, and now lovely sun again! Weird!

Jodsan, I totally get what you mean about exercise. I had heard that you aren't supposed to let your heart rate go over 140 whilst pgt, but I wasnt really sure whether that was true or not. I went running a few weeks before my m/c and we were doing hill training. I treid to 'hold back' and just take it easy, but still ended up very out of breath. I did wonder whether that effected the outcome or not, but after reading this forum, I think not. Get back in the gym and feel good!

Mollycat- Thanks for your comments about not drinking cyber wine for 12 months. I was confused at first, but then got it! (9months of pgy and 3 breast feeding- right?) Sorry to hear that AF has popped up, you sound positive though, GL for April

TM- :hugs: Sorry about the BFN. I am going to give you the same advice that I was given last time- It's not over until it's over- there is still a chance, if AF is not here yet. I found that last month was a big dissappointment, as like you, DH and I had no trouble conceiving the first 2. I really thought that it would be a peice of cake and my hopes were just too high. If AF does come, GL for April.

MelA- Hi! Thanks for the info about spiders ( I also have spider dreams) I've not had them for a while, so I guess I dont have to re-build the web of my life just
now. That's good, 'cos I quite like my life now. (In fact I like it so much that I am trying to make a new person to share it with!) Oh, enjoy your beauty treatments- they sound lush!

AFM- Absolutely NO preggy symptoms. I feel OK about it, as I am fairly sure that this is not my month, but I dont know how I'll feel when AF gets here. It's an odd thing to admit, but I quite like being in the 2ww. It is an exciting time and even though I am fairly sure that I am not UTD, there is always a tiny speck of hope. Oooh, you may have noticed that I have found out how to change the colour of the font for names, I think that makes a post look quite pretty!

I hope that everyone is OK, Hi to all I havent mentioned (there are so many of us, but hopefully that will change soon)
It's time for another BFP to cheer us all up- come on girls!

[Canary]

Jen- :hugs: I read your post with a lump in my throat. It is so familiar to me, and I expect to all of us here. Dont worry about the pregnt lady who you 'complained' about. If she has been through a loss herself, I am sure that she will understand how you are feeling right now and will not hold it against you. For me, going back to work was hard at first, and a struggle not to burst into tears, but it does get easier. Gradually, work will be a distraction and the questions and comments from the kids will stop. IKWYM about half- listening to people- when I first went back to work in January, I did some things that I couldnt remember doing a week later! Remember to be KIND to yourself, and dont expect too much from yourself right now. As someone said a few posts ago, now is the time to be selfish. Take care, I hope that things get easier soon.

plc1805- Deal! AF is due on Weds, so I'll crack open a bottle of cyber wine then.

TM- I'm sorry that AF has reared her ugly head. GL for April

JMG- Yay!! I'm not sure whether we can say congrats on your BFP yet??? It sounds as though it is just around the corner though!

[ll80]

So I woke up this morning feeling like I've had a hard night on the grog, only, I was a good girl. Once I ate I felt fine but the penny dropped.

So was out at the shops this afternoon decided to buy a test.
POAS and BFP!! was feint but was there.
Feeling nauscious on and off all day. This was how it started with DD and only got worse. So whilst it's a good sign, i'm dreading it. So many emotions, excited, little scared but feeling positive, I just knew.

Luckily I alreacy had an appt. at gp tomorrow for blood test results so I hope they are good.

Just meant to be this month.
On a side note my notebook crapped itself so i'm using my pda, i'm such a techno geek I cried when it wouldn't start up, luckily my uni assignment was handed in. DH is an IT man so he's fixing it, still going but almost fixed. Had tojump on and tell someone.

Catch up with you all when my notebook is fixed

....LAURA