Thanks ladies

Satya - you made me cry that you were crying for me - it has been such a cruel choice to have to make, and I'm so very very sad for my little man.

I woke up today with a bit of the old vitality returned, guess those pregnancy hormones are dropping - although it's good to not feel sick - I'd rather be suffering morning sickness.......

Caught up with my midwife (from my March birth) - who has been very supportive and a wealth of knowledge. She tells me women are usually very fertile after a D&C.

I can't believe that a short 3 days after such a terrible thing was done, I'm considering going again, but I am. We women are suckers for punishment, BUT, it's the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow we seek - and I'm determined I will get it, I'm not giving in. And neither are any of you.

We'll see what happens............

Thanks for your kind words everyone, it really helps.

Lee xo