TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ July 07 #2

Hi Penny. Do you also use OPKs? I forget if I've asked you that already! Sorry if I have, I just find them useful for me. Particularly in the first cycle after D&C when I had multiple patches of ewcm and wacko temperatures for the first six weeks. And, no, I don't mind you asking about my DP's whereabouts. He splits his week between Sydney and Canberra and is very strong on not wanting to live in country NSW, doesn't mind visiting though! He has a busy week this week (as do I, actually) and this is the week I'll O. OPK this afternoon is starting to look quite strongly heading towards +ve and I've been getting O pains. And would love to be getting some BD happening, lol, :p
On the upside, I guess this means this cycle will be a short one. And I can continue enjoying an occasional "proper" cup of coffee, glass of wine and gelati (love visiting Griffith!).
Still cheering you all on from the sidelines! :lol:

Kiwigirl - it could well be a good sign - I sure hope so.... this could be your lucky month!!

Lee - Thanks for making such a lovely wish. Lucky you having no nausea, I hope you've had a great day.

Timnik - I don't really know about the yellow wee thing. It only happened for about a day and a half and now I'm back to normal. I've been stalking TWW symptoms on the net and heaps of women report yellow & stinky wee a few days before they get their BFP so I'm hoping it's a good sign. It is very unusual for me because I drink heaps of water. I'm not intending to test until at least Wednesday but by then my AF will probably have arrived so there will be no need to.

Penny - It's hard when your temps are erratic but it is very common to have a few weird cycles after a m/c. My first one was 29 days, then I think 24 days, 23 days, 26 days.... so who knows what's in store this time. I've worked out my usual LP is 11-12 days so once I work out my O day I can pretty much guarantee I will have my AF 12 to 13 days later. I used to use a MB but found that it only showed ferning for a very short time during the middle of my cycle so it wasn't terribly helpful. I also found that if I used it just before my AF it would show ferning which of course meant I should be fertile, but clearly I wasn't.... it was because of high estrogen levels prior to AF.... of course I hoped it meant I was pregnant, but of course I wasn't. It broke and I wasn't sad to see it go.

Kbowman. That must be really hard with your DP away for half the time while you are TTC. How will things work when you have a baby - will you move in together full time or is he just going to keep coming back and forward still? Sorry if that's a bit personal but I can't help being a little nosey as it is a very unusual situation.

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If anyone's interested in my latest symptoms check out the TWW thread.

satya - nah, the surgery isn't serious, he's just getting the gastric lapband done.

Rachael Thanks for your kind words and good advice. I already have some plans to fill my time in between treatments, if/when I do start chemo. Unfortunately travel is out for the moment, but I was thinking strip dance lessons (LOL should spice up the TTC process when I get back to it) and volunteer work with kids (But first I have to figure out how to get a self-addressed stamped envelope to the Aus Fed Police when I can't get Aussie stamps here). I am deeply sorry to hear about your friend and her child. It is so unfair. I have spent a bit of time in a waiting room full of cancer patients & their families and sometimes it is heartbreaking just watching ppl. I can't imagine how devastating it would be to have to go through that for your own child. And so young too.
Salt I hope it isn't AF. I've got my :crossfingers: for you hun.
Treelo LOL hope the tww feels quick for you. How gorgeous that your little bloke scored his first try! Its awesome how involved you are in your kids activities too.
LisJessie Good luck with ur test and hope ur DP is ok.
Las I'm sorry for what you've been through lately. That sounds awful. But you had methotrexate for an empty sac? Why? I had a D&C for that (9wks gestation but 6wk sac). Did you have one injection? I'm glad to read that your treatment wasn't painful. I think I might have to start a series of treatment (week on, week off) for 3-5mths. Is your a FS a gyn? Make sure you get a good med opinion if ur still bleeding 2wks after you passed the sac. I hope you recover well and that your next embryo is the one you've been waiting for.
Kerry Wow long distance relationships are tough at the best of times. Could you & DP take turns to take a couple of days off each cycle around O time? Meet somewhere for totally impractical but romantic DWs?
Dawnee Welcome, and I am sorry for your loss.
Satya Sounds promising. I hope this is it for you :crossfingers:

I saw a specialist in molar pgs on Fri. He was excellent. But I now have something growing in my uterus wall, as well as a high HCG.

He admitted that he didn't know exactly what was going on (cos I have molar symptoms but path reports all say "normal"). He thought maybe my first pg was molar and has been growing since then.

It was comforting that he didn't want to rush into chemo, he spoke to other specialists and took his time to decide that it (methotrexate) would be the best way to go. So I am now scheduled to start tomorrow, will be in hospital for a week. Then have a week off.

But thankfully it is such mild doses that it won't make me sick or make my hair fall out (I am soooo vain ;) ). It will just be time consuming and I don't think I can get another job if I tell them that I can only work every second week! I have some ideas for filling my time though.

I am still hoping to not have to start chemo tomorrow tho. I got an email from my Sydney ob today saying that my first pg wasn't molar either. But even if nothing is molar, my sydney ob would still recomment methotrexate :(

I wish my body would just carry pgs to term. Failing that, I wish it would m/c fully. I hate that it has decided to do a half-ar$ed job at both.

ANyway, I'll keep you posted (I might have loads of time soon, so it'll be even more detailed!!!).

PS Thanks everyone for all your well wishes & kind thoughts. It does help :)

Pash, you have such strength to be dealing with all this so well and with such good humour. I'm really struggling to put into words anything which would have any meaning to you at the moment, suffice to say that you're very much in my thoughts and I hope that the treatment works swiftly and that you're back on your feet as soon as possible. As for strip dance lessons, you sound like you have a very fun and cheeky relationship with your DH! Hugs to you both.

And, yes, my DP and I meet up for romantic trysts at halfway points - keeps things lively and it's a case of quality over quantity as far as TTCing goes. He's the reason my :heartbeat: beats fast!

Satya, I guess TTC-ing in a long distance relationship does sound "unusual". Anyway, all going well, DP and I'll be living together from the start of next year once I move back to my lovely school north of Sydney.

Ok, time to go to sleep and dream about babies. Hope your temperature stays high tomorrow, Satya :crossfingers:

Pash—I’m so sorry you have to go through all this. Please know that you have friends around the world cheering you on. We’ll all be thinking of you.

LizJessie - Lapbanding is not exactly a walk in the park either - I hope all goes well with your DFs recovery. Did you test yet?

Pash - It's really hard when the medical profession don't have all the answers, but I've learnt that in so many instances they just don't always have answers for things. Best of luck with the treatment. My thoughts will be with you.

KBowman - Don't bet on it Kerry - I'm a real sticky beak - and it's much easier to ask probing questions in here than it is in real life. I'm glad to hear the plan is for you to be living with your DP soon - that will make life much simpler.

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My temp shot up .1 of a degree this morning. I have never had a temp rise on day 12 of my cycle (well not since I started charting after my m/c in March). It normally drops significantly on day 11 or 12. Trying not to get excited in case it's just that the Vitex has worked and my LP has lengthened. I guess either way it is something to celebrate as from everything I've read a shortish LP makes it more difficult to get pregnant so it will be great if it is longer. I had indigestion last night and have had some more AF type cramps this morning. Still no spotting, wetter than normal for this part of my cycle, but I kind of feel like AF could arrive at any time. If my temp is still up, and no spotting or AF tomorrow morning I will test. It is going to be a very long 24 hours.

Hi there~~~I am new here and so glad i found this forum. I had a live birth this past March and lost my baby son to diaphramatic hernia and severe infection. Basically my baby had a hole in the diaphram so part of the intestines are growing up into the chest, but what took his life was a very bad infection in the NICU.

anyhow, i am still trying to recover four months (exactly) after. i've started to feel like i am a bad person because every time i hear about other people's pg news, i am jealous at how happy they are, which reminds me how happy i was in those seven months i was carrying my baby. and every time i wish that doesn't happen to me again, i feel like i am wishing other people to lose their baby, the logic being SOMEBODY will have to lose their babies if the overall infant death/miscarriage rate stays the same. I am also frustrated when people talk like it didn't hurt so much or the baby didn't live long enough for us to feel so attached. Please tell me i am not a bad person to think so~~~

we are 'officially' ttc'ing starting this month. DH didn't want to do it before six-months after labor coz he heard it from some experienced people that, pregnancy within 6-months after labor is not gonna end up well. but i just don't think i am gonna heal emotionally if i don't have another healthy baby, no matter how hard it seems now. did anybody else hear this theory? there are also some articles online that say the same thing.

We should all be proud of our angles because they made us stronger women. I read a book that says when our fear of not being able to hold a baby in our arms overcomes the fear of losing another one, that's when we know we are ready to ttc. Nobody knows what the future holds for us, but life is so fragile and unexpected that every living person is a miracle in itself. If women going through wars were having babies, i can't think of a reason why we shouldn't try again.

Hope time heals all even though the scar remains.

Eee, I'm so excited for you satya!! Will keep checking back in to see how it goes.

Hi Junebug, so sorry to hear of your heartbreaking loss. I hope your TTC journey this time around is short.

I'm 8DPO and might test on Friday (11DPO) if my temps are looking good. I'm feeling a teeny bit hopeful but who knows with my cycle being so strange ever since the D&C.

I went to get my eyebrows done yesterday at a new place. Had to fill in a form about my health and one question was about any surgery. I felt so yuck writing down D&C. The beautician even asked me what that is. I realised I've completely moved on from talking about what happened and felt so awkward mumbling "it's a minor surgery for a miscarriage" and wanted to change the topic so quickly.

Hi to everyone else :)

Thanks Kiwigirl~~~i would imagine going through D&C to be just as painful (physically and mentally). after coming back to work, i would tear up every time people ask me how my baby is. saying "he passed away" is just hard.

in terms of TTC, i do worry about how long it takes but i worry about the nine months (hopefully) ahead just as much if not more. because i gave birth at 30 weeks, i am at a higher risk next time. and because i take long-term medication that affects the fetus, i would be ordered more ultrasounds along the way too. but if we don't try again, we never know what we are going to get, right? i even come up with the probability: the average population has a 2-4% rate of birth defect, and women with seizure disorder have double the risk (4-8%). I fell into the 4-8% last time. although next time i would bear just as much risk as last time, the chance of having two birth defects in a row is about 0.16-0.64%. but numbers are just numbers. when something happens, it doesn't do anything other than telling you what odds are.

my DH is not yet very into TTC yet, so i bought some sexy attire to spice things up. after all, we might not be able to enjoy sex once pgcy is confirmed (i had series of infection last time).

good luck and hang in there, everyone! i tell myself that now is the darkness before dawn. everyday passed is a day closer to where the light is. cheers.

Kiwigirl - that must have been awkward at the beauticians. Good luck with the rest of your TWW.

Junebug - Welcome. I'm so sorry for your loss. Don't feel bad about feeling envy about other people's pregnancies - all of us in here feel that way - we want what those other women have - and we will have it one day soon. I had my second m/c in March this year and have had to deal with so many pregnancy announcements & births with friends, family and work colleagues - way more than any other year. For the first time I actually felt really pleased for a work friend who had become a grandmother on the weekend. Her DIL had already had 2 m/c and gave birth 5 weeks early by emergency c/s after getting pre-eclampsia. Mum and baby are well now. I did not feel sad for myself not even for one moment.... more worried about them as the story unfolded. Anyway, I think it might be a turning point for me, I certainly hope so. I hope you find the support you need here.
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Well still no spotting. If my temp is still up in the morning I will do a test. I'm actually expecting to wake up to a low temp and then there will be no need to test. I want to be pg so badly but don't think it will happen until after the lap. Even all the symptoms don't have me convinced. If you don't see a post from me early tomorrow morning you will know it's bad news.

Satya, I really hope it's your month, you deserve it.

Good luck for tomorrow morning, Satya. :goodluck: I really hope this is it for you! :crossfingers:

Good luck satya! :stickyvibesboy:

I took my test and it came out as a :bfn: I'm hoping that if I'm not yet, then I might just be too early *shrugs* I just dunno

Hi Satya: I am hoping you live in a different time zone as me so "early tomorrow" has not arrived yet where you live. I want to get pg just as bad as all the other girls here, but I am also worried whether I can be as strong as you all if something goes wrong again. Sometimes It makes me angry to read about people abusing their children when we are trying so hard just to get a healthy one.

Before I started TTC, I asked a good friend of mine (he's a bio PhD candidate), why do I want a baby so bad? Do I want to nurture somebody, to show off to others what I can produce, or to feel happy and hopeful again? He recommended a book called "The Selfish Gene" by Charles Dawkins. It's basically saying that we as human beings are programmed to pass our genes, and that we are born selfish from a biological stand point because we want to pass more of our genes (as opposed to others). I guess that explains why I feel jealous of others who have healthy kids. Anyways, now I figure - I only get to live once, if I feel my live is not complete without my own children, I will do whatever in my power to try. Sometimes I do wonder whether this world (with all the global warming and wars and hunger and campus shooting) is good enough to bring another life to, but I guess that's not for me to decide. My parents didn't ask me whether I wanted to come to this world, and I am liking it so far. Maybe my kids might like it too.

Enough thoughts for the day. Hope you don't mind me writing so much...

Good day everyone.

Well I woke at 3am absolutely dying to pee so I tested. I got a :bfp: and by that I don't mean a big fat positive, more like a BIG FAINT POSITIVE. You can barely see it, but it is there. When my DF woke at 6am he could see it without straining so I guess it really is there.... I was starting to think I'd imagined it.

My temp has also gone up .1 of a degree. No spotting yet. Trying to keep the lid on the excitement until I get a proper BFP, as in a nice dark one. My DF was not excited, not sure why, I thought he would be. He said it was because it was so early and he did look half asleep at the time. He's probably like me though, would rather see a nice dark BFP as I never really got strong ones last time either, but they were darker than this one but I started testing then at about a week late so of course they would be darker.

Junebug - I too get upset at people who abuse their children, it's like you have to have a licence to get a dog but anyone who can manage to get pregnant and carry the child to full term is allowed to have a baby... the wrong way around I reckon. I also get very angry with people who have children whilst sitting on public housing lists. If you can't afford to put a roof over your head don't have kids cos you can't afford them either. I recently saw a couple on TV who had been waiting for public housing for 11 years and they had 5 children - all would have been under 10. They deliberately have had all those children even though they say they can't afford to rent a house.... come on.... shut your legs woman... well that's what I shouted at the TV when I saw her. They were complaining because they had to wait so long and also because no one wanted to rent to two unemployed people with 5 kids in the private sector. It didn't seem to enter their heads that if one of them had got a job or if they had just had one or two children they might have been more attractive to a landlord. Unemployment levels are quite low these days in Australia so one would think that in 11 years one of them could have managed to get a job in order to put a roof over the childrens heads. Anyway, it really annoyed me.

YEA SATYA!!!! I'm so excited that you got a BFP! I bet it will get darker in a few days, once that hCG really starts going. Hooray for my cycle buddy!!!:happyforyou:

Thanks mammal. I hope you are right. It's going to be a nervous few days waiting to see what happens. I thought if I got a BFP I would just be happy and relaxed about it but I was very wrong.... it's actually made me more anxious than I was yesterday. My DF wanted me to stay home from work today but I have to go in and keep my mind busy and keep it off the possibilities. As soon as I get a strong BFP I will go and get a BT so I'll need to take time off work to get that done.

Congratulations on your BFP, Satya!!!!!! I'm just thrilled to pieces for you. May that second line grow ever darker!! Woohoo. I'm doing a happy dance for you. :dance: :dance: :dance:

LizJessie, sorry you've had a BFN, might be too early as you say. So we'll keep hoping for you! :)

Happy waves to everyone. Have a great day!

thanks kbowman, I hope it does.

Lizjessie - Sorry about the BFN - it's early days for you yet so do not take it to heart.

SATYA - WOW - all I can see is wishes can come true !! :D

My HPT line was very faint at 14dpo - but a line is a line. You are pregnant, and it seems to be a case of third time lucky with so many ladies in here.

I :pray: :pray: :pray: the next umpteen weeks fly by for you, completely uneventful and boring. Don't stress about the symptoms - mine didn't start to emerge till about 7 weeks.

YAH !!!!!!!!!!! So happy for you!!

Lee xoxo

Yeah for Satya - here's hoping this one is the stickiest ever!
Good luck to all the other ladies in here as well - I read up on you all & can't wait to see the next BFP!

:confetti: Congratulations Satya! Wishing you a sticky healthy bub :dance:

:clap:CONGRATULATIONS SATYA!! :dance:

I just knew this was going to be the month for you!! You really deserve it as I know how much you have longed for this, sending lots of :stickyvibesboy: your way!

LizJessie Keep us updated, all hope is not yet lost - could be just a little too early?

For me AF is due on Friday so I figure if I can last through the weekend without her showing her ugly head then I will test Monday morning... I just hope the next couple of day fly by and I can keep my mind off it :)

Have a nice day everyone.

Satya! Congratulations, sending you lots of :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:

Lee, I'm about to post to you in the PAML thread, don't want to hijack this one.

Pash-- hope you're holding up okay. Sending extra strength, peace, and health your way. :hug:

Satya-- I'm still doing a happy dance for you! Hope you can relax soon.

LizJessie -- fingers crossed for a BFP for a few days from now.

Zionsmom-- let us know when you're back.

Hi to everyone I missed.

Congrats satya! :D I kinda do take it to heart, because all the HPT I've done I've seen nothing but negatives - to see a positive would definitely lift my spirits

kbowman - I think it might be too early - either that or I'm not pregnant and I'm due to have AF - if it's coming, hurry up I say!

timnik77 - I very well might be - after all, it's only been a month since I m/c'ed - And if I'm feeling this way, it might have only been in there for about a week or so *shrugs*

mammal - thankyou, I'm :pray: for one too

Hi everyone,

New in here (well, sort of... i used to be "hope2006" a few years ago...decided i needed a new name since it is not 2006 anymore and life had changed a bit). Is it okay for me to join in?

Just m/c last week which really sucks as we had tried constantly for 9 months to fall preg, then we did, then we lost it. About 5.5 weeks my doc reckons. Sigh. Trying hard not to be too upset though.. can't wait to get back on the TTC band-wagon once this m/c is over (have chosen to m/c naturally - i had a d & c with previous m/c and hope i don't need one this time).

Satya - so wonderful to read of your BFP!!! Yaay... Sticky vibes sticky vibes.

Good luck to everyone TTC and i hope we all get lucky soon!

CONGRATULATIONS Satya!!!!!! :dance::dance::dance: Great news!! I am sending you lots and lots of :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl:

Thats wonderful news hun...im so happy for you. Im praying that i follow in your footsteps.

hugs
treelo

Good luck Treelo... i hope you get a BFP soon!

littlescottishboy - Im so sorry to hear of your loss. I had my second m/c 3 weeks ago. I m/c naturally and nothing was left, so i didnt need a d & c, which i had with my first m/c.
You are so very welcome here, everyone is so lovely. I hope your stay is very short and you get a BFP very soon.

Thank you for you thoughts, im praying but not very hopeful since dh has chicken pox.

Lizjessie - Im sending lots of positive thoughts your way, big hugs too.

Pash - Thank you for you kind words, I really enjoy being involved in the boys sports, DH is also the coach. Mind you..... they tend to miss out a lot of stuff when they con you into being manager. But its all good, i love sharing all their triumphs. And Cooper's first try will be etched in my memory for ever.

Everyone that i missed.....hugs to you all.
treelo

Congratulations Satya - what wonderful news!!!

Satya!!! What wonderful news. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that that line gets nice and dark very soon. So very happy for you honey... all the best!

Hi everyone, I'm sorry but I don't really have time for personals. Got to get dressed to go to the doctors. Yes I am going for a BT. I got a darker BFP this morning so I think it's time for the BT. The clinic I go to always takes a couple of days to get the results back so I wont know for a few days which will be really hard. The last time I was pg by the time I got around to getting a BT I was in the middle of m/c.... I'm not going to make that mistake this time. My temp also went up today, my BBs are tender & there's still no spotting so it's all looking good.

Welcome littlescottishboy - I am sorry for your loss. Your situation sounds similar to mine. It took us 9 months to get pregnant with the last pregnancy only to lose it at 5 weeks 4 days. It's taken 5 cyles to get a positive HPT this time, so at least this time it's been a bit quicker (although it seems like forever). My very first pg took 3 years to achieve so it seems that at least for me it can happen quicker each time.

:)

Thank you to everyone for your support and very kind wishes and thoughts. The support I've got on this thread has been absolutely amazing. If all goes well with this one we are not intending to annouce it for ages so it's great to have all my BB friends to be able to discuss it with.

OK now, who is going to be the next BFP? I know there's one lurking somewhere here.... there always is..... actually it's usually in threes.

Satya - I'm stalking you girl lol !! Brilliant news about the darker line!! And teriffic symptoms. I just know you are going to get a gorgeous bub out of all this!!

Good luck with the BT and waiting, waiting, waiting :rolleyes: .......... for the results. I've got my first scan tomorrow - anxious and excited, will report in afterwards.

Lee xo

satya - good luck! :goodluck:! You say who's next, I'm really hoping it will be me, but then again, there are other ladies who probably deserve it more than me
You HAVE to let us know when the results come in.. I'm still so happy for you! :happyforyou:

Hi everyone,
I just got out of hospital. Two days ago I was watching TV when suddenly (as in leaving a trail of blood all the way to the bathroom) I began losing a LOT of blood and having cramps. DH called an ambulance and I was raced in. Lost soo much blood and massive clots (6 the size of my fist). Had lots of tests and finally found out that a) I wasn't pregnant and it wasn't a new miscarriage b) There was a 2.2cm piece left from the last D&C in April (!!!!!) which my body was trying to desperately pass (so in some sense, it *was* a miscarriage...). So I had to face my biggest fear: having another D&C (after the last one went so badly and I could have died, lost 2.5L of blood). I was so scared this morning but everything went smoothly and I'm home again now.

I am relieved it wasn't a second miscarriage (if you know what I mean), it makes sense now why I have had weird bleeding and cycles since April and I am relieved that is the reason I haven't got pregnant again yet. Thankfully I don't need a blood transfusion but am now anaemic so have iron pills again.

Everyone was really really supportive, given my very real fears, and they think that I will be in great shape to get pregnant again after I get my period back.

I am hoping to re-join this thread in a month's time, and that this nightmare is all behind me now. I will probably go in the "waiting for a/f" thread to stay sane but keep an eye on things here.

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CONGRATS satya, I am so happy for you.

Hi everyone,
Sorry it has taken so long to get back, have been having trouble getting in (am on dial up at the moment :( ).

Kaz - so sorry you are just coming off AF again, and having a partner away makes it incredibly hard to ttc, it's hard enough as it is :(

Dawnee - so sorry to see you hear. Hope you don't need to be here long. Did you go back to work afterall?

Satya - Congratulations :dance: So very happy and thrilled for you!!! Look after yourself and wishing you a very healthy pregnancy!

Treelo - Congrats to your little guy, a try and a conversion, what a champ!!

Kiwigirl - I think last time I was here, you were still waiting for AF and now you are going through this :( I'm so sorry hun, what a terrible time for you and DH. Hope you are recovering as well as possible, look after yourself.

Pash - They found the empty sac at an early 6 week scan (my HCG levels had been very erratic so they scanned earlier than the usual 7 weeks). It was only measuring about 3mm. The risk of D&C was that it was very small and could miss it, which would mean a repeat D&C, so suggested the Methotrexate instead (apparently a lot of IVF clinics are using it as first form of 'medical abortion' (I hate that term..) for early pregnancy loss and ectopic). I only had the 1 injection and about 5 days later, the loss started. I heard some pretty horrid stories of it taking weeks to months for some woman :( the bleeding finally eased, then started again a few days lighter, they seem to think is was AF though. Yes, my FS is also a gyno, he's been watching me very carefully, he's a wonderful man. My BT today showed HCG of 0, so looks like all is ok. I'm so sorry you need the Methotrexate also. the chemo nurse told me that the dosages required for pg don't have the same side effects ( I too was worried about vomiting and hair loss!) and she was right. I had a little pain in my backside where the injection went in and that was it. Will be checking in reguarly to see how you go with it. Lots of *hugs* to you...

Junebug - I am so terribly sorry for your loss and so sorry for your precious baby. I'd say you have every right to be feeling how you are, I'd be worried if you didn't.

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I read a book that says when our fear of not being able to hold a baby in our arms overcomes the fear of losing another one, that's when we know we are ready to ttc.

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I love that, it's perfect. I've been so miserable over my latest loss, then all of a sudden, the past 2 days I've just wanted to cycle again and people think I'm crazy and not taken the time to grieve, so that makes a lot of sense to me. Can you remember what that book was? I think you are an amazingly strong person! Wishing you all the very best for your next cycle.

LizJessie - so sorry your test was a BFN :(

littlescottishboy - sorry to see you here too. So sorry for your loss. Wishing you all the best for your next cycle.

Sorry to anyone I missed, trying desperately to catch up on everyone.

I had my final BT this morning and readings came back at 0, so very relieved. Also, there was a bit of a mix up, when the FN consulted with RWH as to how long to wait until next cycle, they thought I'd had 2 injections and said to wait 3 months, FS said this morning they'd gotten confused, and since I only had the 1 injection, I just have to wait for 1 spontaneous period and we are ok to go again, so relieved that I can go back when I'm ready.

Hope to be back in a little more reguarly.

Hugs to everyone,