Jen try again in the am I'm still praying for you ...
Ruthie I'm so glad everything is still going well with you ...
Joey good luck this cycle !!!
AFM I think I might give up on ttc it just seems like its never going happen I see women at my job fall pg everyday and the guys don't even want the babies I keep asking myself why them and not me and DH asked how far along would be if I had not lost the baby when he saw the pictures I took at the baby showers and told me how I should have a lil baby bump right along with them ... maybe I'm just not meant to have a child idk I just want a lil bub so bad and it seems like its never going to happen ... I'm sorry for being so down right now ladies I needed to vent I'm just around so many pg women right now I get depressed ...
Jen - I agree with AJC, that bfp is hiding! Good luck with testing with fmu I have everything crossed for you. Here with lots of whatever the result may be... and thanks also for your support of my thoughtless midwife experience! Greatly appreciated my lovely
And just had to pass on big big to toccara. I am so sorry that this difficult journey is being a bit tough on you at the moment. All I can do is say that you are in the right place here with these ladies.... be very very kind to yourself and keep that little flicker of hope alive - your little bubba is just waiting for the right time to make its grand appearance
Toccara- Sorry that you are feeling so down, i know its so hard to be around pregnant women right now. It's been 8 months since my last m/c and i still feel exactly the same big you should vent all you need.
AFM- It's 3.45am here and dont know whats up but just cant sleep
Toccara--Don't give up hope, hon! I know it can be a bumpy rollercoaster ride, with lots of ups and downs, but it will be SO worth it in the end when you're holding a precious little baby! It's definitely harder for me to see pregnant women than it is to see babies. All the pregnant women probably think I'm a freak for staring at their bellies--especially at the beach! Chin up, your turn's coming! Big, big
Hey jenushka! Thanks a bunch! back!
chappas--Thanks! Hope you're able to get some sleep--it's so frustrating when that happens! Take care, hon!
Angel--Too quiet without you, my friend! Missing you!
I don't knwo what time is your time Jen but as soon as I'm awake tomorrow (eastern time) I'm gunna stalk this post cuz I wanna red your post tomorrow announcing your !!!!!
thank you Toccara and Mollycat You all are amazing friends!!!
I'm rotting for all of you girlies!1 you have yourself a cheerleader here in New Jersey!!..
I'm sendong you all my best wishes! C'mon BFPS!!!!!!! Af?/.. freaking SHOO SHOOOOO!!!!!!
Rachel hun how are you doing?.. is it AF full blown??? Darn Af! you are so in my prayers.. please do ask your doc cuz as son as I saw your pic I was like "that' a BFP for sure!!" So I don't know why AF didn't bug off!!! Don't give up this dream momma... hang in there!!
Jen - i think the test is just not working - that your temp is still up in the morning and you get a great result with FMU. Maybe you just drank too much this morning.
Tocorra - It will happen - your special little one just hasn't been picked yet. He/she is waiting with mine. (Hopefully they won't wait too long).
AJC - All the best with your appointment. Hope the Dr will give you a scan so you can have a peek at little bubba. I've finished the tamoxifen for this cycle, now just waiting for O. Don't know if i'll go again with tamoxifen next cycle or have a break, the side effects aren't too bad, but DH doesn't want me to take anymore. Mainly headaches and hot flushes. I walked around last weekend with a bright red face, feeling like my cheeks were burning. NOT a good look. Just don't know where else to go from here. We don't want to do IVF (gyno would love us too - i think we share the same gyno). Maybe I just need a break for a couple of months
hey mollycat. Yep same gyno. I think ttc is emotional enough as it is & IVF would be 10 times that so can't blame you for not wanting to do it. Doc discussed it with us too after DH's not so got SA and the main thing that worried me was the emotions. Plus - you hear of so many people have a 'break' and well BFP!!! Really hope that is what happens for you (other than this cycle of course).
Jen - Am sure next time I log on I see a BFP for you! ! !
Toccara - Big Big Big You are meant to have a child and falling pregnant is your body's way of showing you that you can do it (cruel way of doing it but....). It took me a long time to stop myself from believing that my body was designed to have a miscarriage not a baby if that makes sense. It's so tough and life isn't fair sometimes & I'm so sorry to hear you are surrounded by constant reminders of that.
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