Ladies - again you have me just so appreciative of your support. I just read all of your posts out to dh (who actually got a bit teary) and he wanted me to come on here and thank all of you for your words of kindness. Whatever bad things are going on for you at the moment, just know that you have done a good thing by taking the time out of your day to post those words for me.
Doing kind of ok - my face was sore last night from crying so much, and my beautiful ds gets so worried now when he sees me cry that I am trying to keep it together for the most part. Have had a bit of cramping and a bit more spotting, so I can hold out until Tues...
I went with Dh to an appt he had this morning with my lovely GP (now to be called Dr Amazing). DH told Dr A what happened yest and she was genuinely shocked and upset. I told her I wanted to come and see her next week after the d&c so she could explain the additional ultrasound findings ("bulky uterus"? Disinhomogenuity of the decidual layer"? etc) to me and she said absolutely. She also said we will talk about what we can do next and be proactive about this. And she will ring around and find the best counsellors in the area that will help with our situation, and have the details by the time I see her next. I wanted to hug her. So next Fri at 10.15am I have a date with Dr A.
Oh, and she bulk billed the 45 minute visit - single appts are normally $60.
I did have a smile earlier - I thought imagine if all of us came to each other's appts? I would love to sit in my ob's office next time with every one of you standing behind me with arms crossed glaring at the dr and just daring them to say - "there's nothing we can do, but just wait and see"
Oh and pbstar - thinking of you on your angel's due date too ... let the tears flow and be close to dh during this difficult time...
jen - I'm sorry I didn't chat last night. Tbh, I forgot ! So it wasn't mamma tiredness but good ol' momnesia!!!!!! sorry hun..... i'll just take my chances over the next few nights and hope to bump into u
Smi: Sorry the dreaded witch showed her face hon!!!! I was sure she was banned! I hope you're doing ok I kep having dreams she shows up. Would be nice to switch of when I go to sleep but, alas, my brain has been highjacked by ttc.
Jenushka: I so glad you've found a decent doctor! She sounds like the kind of doc who would know all the right ob's too. I'm keeping my that they all help hon.
You astound me with your strength!
Jen: Where were you last night? I even checked the chat room? Don't tell me you had a better offer?! No. No way!
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I can hold out until Tues...
let the tears flow and be close to dh during this difficult time...
! So it wasn't mamma tiredness but good ol' momnesia!!!!!! sorry hun..... i'll just take my chances over the next few nights and hope to bump into u 
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