Satya - I am so sorry to hear about you and your DF But it sounds like you are doing what is best for you and good on you for being brave enough to do it. You are right - you do deserve better. Take it easy on yourself, and as everyone else has said, don't give up on your hopes of having a child - you never know what might be around the corner!

Dawnee - I am so sorry for your loss Take care of yourself and enjoy the rafting!

Hi to everyone else and here's to heaps of BFPs happening really soon!!