I'm so sorry for all your losses.. it's such a horrible thing and unfortuantely it takes away all the joy of falling pg again.. and the first trimester in particular. Its not fair that we don't get to experience the excitement of it all.. instead we get incredible amounts of fear, nerves and panic!!!

The most wonderful thing about this forum is that there's (unfortunately) so many of us that totally understand what you're going through and how you're feeling.. and everyone is so amazing!! I've now had three m/c.. the last was only three weeks ago and it ended in a D&C. My OB also gave us the all clear to start ttc again straight away, with no need to even wait for AF to arrive.. which is brilliant.. so as scary as it is.. we're jumping right back into it in the hope that we'll get another gorgeous bub to hold in our arms. I'm ok with it now but as soon as I get that BFP... I know complete terror will take over!!! That's when i'll need the support of everyone in here again.

Good luck and try to be kind to yourself.. we can't control what happens.

Kel xxx