4 days till I can test but now with the more sensitive tests I might be able to test tomorrow. I am not sure I want to test. I don't feel pregnant but who knows. I don't want to test and see a BFP only to miscarrry a few days later Again!


But I soooo want to be pregnant. I wish we could just think ourselves pregnant. Then those of us who really want babies would be having them. And the young young girls who are praying "Please let it be negative" wouldn't.