hello girls, sorry i'm not up to doing much in the way of personals...i'm sitting here with a lump in my throat, trying not to cry...i'm so disappointed, three tests and three 's, and still no AF either...every time i go thru this it gets harder, thinking i'm another cycle closer to menopause, and will i ever have the chance to have a baby again? last night i had a few drinks last night after i finished work at 8pm, and found myself in tears thinking about all the wasted years i spent doing the right thing for my ex when i should have been doing what was right for ME. and here i am, 43, and trying at the wrong end of my fertile years...

but hey, rainbowgirl, wonderful to hear you got your congratulations and wishing you a happy healthy pregnancy and a bouncing bub