Waiting, Waiting, Waiting

[Kass79]

Hi all....

I am relatively new to this place, and I would like to share some things about myself.

I am 30 years old, and have 3 beautiful boys - 11, 7 and nearly 2.....

My wonderful fiancee and I have been together for over 3 years now, greatest thing that ever happened to me...

Anyway, we have been TTC for 1 year now. We have beenn through 3 miscarriages, since the birth of our son, first one was in May 2008, started bleeding on Mothers Day...was not a happy mothers day....

Second mc happened just before valentines day this year (2009), and with both of those mc's had to have d/c. First was an emergency d/c because it was a mmissed mc, baby stopped growing at 5 weeks, but didnt start bleeding until 12 weeks. Second mc was spotted because we had an early scan, was an empty egg, no fetal pole, nothing....so i tried the new trial of the Misoprostol......2 doses of that and a bit of bleeding but didnt work, so i ended up having a d/c a week later anyway......

Now last month it was my birthday, on the 26th May, had a party on the 23rd, so i did a test on the friday beforehand, was negative, so i thought great, now i can drink! My period was due on saturday (day of the party), and low and behold they didnt come......so early sunday morning i did a test and it was positive...now the problem was i went to the dr on monday morning to confirm, and i started spotting.........and kept bleeding through out the week....so it was to be a mc...

Ok so here is the bit i am wonderig about....we have been trying now again this month, charted my ov days, and had heaps of loving during those 4 days, and I am due on the 24th or 25th, which is tomorrow or thursday...I have been having symptoms, sore boobies, loads of energy (cleaning like mad), going to the loo heaps and all the usual stuff, i did a test this morning and it was neg......now I am just waiting until i either get my monthlies or do a test early thursday morning.............


Do you know what else I am upset about? Almost every woman around me is pg........my cousin, my best friend, my fiancee's best friends girlfriend....and my sister-in-law...........i just hope its my turn next