AuntyM I am so sad to hear of the loss of your son Yeti. I have not lost a child at this late stage but just want you to know I send my love and a big hug...
Set yourself small goals - reachable goals. Try and get out into the fresh air once a day. And know that Yeti is with you and always will be - not the way we want him to be but he is there... :hugs: