Hi Sonni. Welcome to BB. I hope you find support and comport here. I am sorry for the loss of your baby Sebastian. It must be very difficult for you to lose your baby in such a way and still have no answers - I can only say that I am so sorry and I understand your pain. I lost my first baby Nathaniel at 20 weeks in December. Life will never be the same again for any of us.

Good luck on your TTC journey. I think we are all courageous for taking this next step - and you are right it is exciting but scary at the same time. Please keep in touch and let us know how you are going. It is so exciting when one of us gets a BFP.

Take care and big hugs to you.