Thank you, Bathsheba. At times I feel like I'm just obsessing about things too much, but your words are helping me realise that I am the only one that knows my body. I guess we get so programmed to trust the doctors because they are the ones that have done all the study... but I've got a consultant rheumatologist that can't even tell me what's wrong with me. My FS can't tell me why I keep losing my babies, or even why my embryos don't thaw well (he can make guesses, but can't tell me for sure)... I guess it comes down to needing to do whatever it is that makes us feel comfortable. My FS can say that it's only working on head stuff all he likes, but dammit, I need that head stuff too!

Thank you, again, for helping me to find the courage to stand up to the medical professionals and make my own decisions.

BW