hi girls had a bit of a panic attack today i saw a bloody tinge i freaked out, DH had to calm me down. cant wait till thursday so i can see my Ob, i just want to hear my pumpkins heartbeat again it will relax me. havent seen anything since so far but its a worry. i feel ok though... so should be ok i think.

as for the kids they are getting better they all were at school today so i was all by my lonesome today, felt weird lucky DS only goes to preschool one day a week.