Tlidy, I am sorry to hear that you have been having a hard time. Don't ever feel like you are bothering your doctors. They are there to help. If you need to know that everything is going great with your bub then call the hospital. It is not good for you to be so worried and worked up. If you need to visit the hospital once a week, then do it. I am sure that your bub is just turned so you can't feel all of the movements. Please let us know how you and bub are doing.