Sorry I haven't written lately. I'm just so exhausted lately, both physically and mentally, and dealing with both a sudden period of very strong flashbacks to our ER experience at Beiron's birth and the fact that I haven't felt any kicks since I got out of bed yesterday. It's made me very quiet.
I'm here every day (several time a day of course) reading everything, anxiously and happily reading about scans and good news and thinking of you on your hard days and EDDs and angelversaries and AFs.
I'm going to go find some sort of sugar bomb to eat and have a lie-down; if I don't manage to get any movement from that (or from "poking around and seeing if the baby pokes back," to quote my midwife), I've been instructed to ring in to the birthing ward at the hospital and ask them to check me out. It's hard to know how paranoid to be -- calling the birthing ward seems like a daunting and drastic step, and I don't want them to be like "why are you wasting our time?"
Tlidy, I am sorry to hear that you have been having a hard time. Don't ever feel like you are bothering your doctors. They are there to help. If you need to know that everything is going great with your bub then call the hospital. It is not good for you to be so worried and worked up. If you need to visit the hospital once a week, then do it. I am sure that your bub is just turned so you can't feel all of the movements. Please let us know how you and bub are doing.
sryan: I'm so happy for you to hear the baby's heartbeat. Isn't it the best music?
issy02: somebody on this website wrote an article about recurrent mc and the tests for it. I'm not good with links, but if you click the conception articles at the top of this page, you should be able to find them. Hope that helps.
Hammi: sending cyberhug--and it's only natural to want your precious baby back.
Rozzie27: my fs believes I have hormonal problems, which wouldn't surprise me because I'm hypothyroid and had PCOS in the past and gestational diabetes with my first child (my endocrine system is cr*p). He has me on progesterone pills right now.
Congrats on your scan, keeping fingers crossed for you.
Berry1: keeping you in my prayers for the future.
Laney: sending cyberhug and praying for your scan.
Tildy: who cares if you're "wasting their time" at the birthing ward???? The nurses and doctors all cash their paychecks at the end of the week, believe me. You do what you have to do for your peace of mind. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Tildy hope that sugar bomb caused bubs to wake up and comfort you. If that didn?t work, please call the hospital. This is your baby, don't EVER feel you are bothering them or wasting their time ? THAT IS THEIR JOB!
Hi Issy, so very sorry for your hard and emotional year. Welcome to the thread and like the others have said, wish you didn't have to find yourself here but we will do what we can to support you.
Hi Sue, so happy baby has a beautiful strong heartbeat. Hope you enjoy your weekend with your friend.
Megan and Paula, sending you big
Jo, damn that ugly witch. I am so sorry she reared her fat head
Helen, hope youre feeling ok.
Laney, hope all goes well with the scan tomorrow. Your apprehension is understandable but have faith.
Katie, your post was beautiful and very emotional.
Rozzie, so very happy your scan went well.
Lan, love your plan and had a good chuckle. Oh if only it worked out that way. Youre still in with a chance so will be waiting anxiously for your post after testing this weekend . Then I had a good cry when I read about you longing to cuddle Hammy. I have been thinking of my little boy so much lately too which I do all the time anyway, but as it is getting closer to my birthday and Christmas the emotions are becoming so much more intense. He was supposed celebrate my birthday with me this year
Hi to everyone else. Hope you all have a lovely weekend.
Last edited by dd0207; December 5th, 2008 at 12:07 PM.
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. Then I had a good cry when I read about you longing to cuddle Hammy. I have been thinking of my little boy so much lately too which I do all the time anyway, but as it is getting closer to my birthday and Christmas the emotions are becoming so much more intense. He was supposed celebrate my birthday with me this year
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