hun i know how u feel to a certain extent...:
please dont take this the wrong way i dont know exactly how to word it....
i dont want to be struggling with pregnancy stuff like morning sickness, like u i should have a porky new born to be looking after and what not, but here i am starting this journey all over again......
its a bloody hard ride isnt it hun...
big :hug::hug::hug::hug: for u
Hi ladies
ChrisW - after I read your story about the wasp stings while mowing and knew that you were ok, you had me ROFL about you yelling at your DH and him not realising it was an emergency! Sometimes they can be a little slow... my DH runs at every bang or yelp from me so I know I have to be careful otherwise he worries too much.
Teni - happy belated birthday and sorry for your BFN hun :hug:. And I understand where you are at completely missing your baby and feeling the way you do. I see babies in prams that the age that Ryan should be ATM and I get a sinking feeling in my heart. It's just so damn unfair!
Crumpet - I am sorry that your DH is sad right now. I think the 3D scan is a great idea but that seems like forever away to wait until then. I hope some of Dory's suggestions might help out. Maybe he is just catching up with the grieving as seeing you pg is reminding him of the hope that you felt when you were pg with Gus? I hope he feels better soon.
Gigi - love your Dr joke! And congrats on the new hair do. I did the same thing before we fell pg with Ryan and then spent months trying to grow it back for our wedding. I have been getting about 3 inches chopped off mine each week, so it is now about shoulder length rather than shoulder blade length. I had thought about going to bob on Saturday as well but I know DH prefers me with long hair so I am sneaking up on it! I am pleased that you are back TTC again and I have my fingers and toes crossed for you in your TWW. So sad to hear about your friend's phantom pg. Again, it so damn unfair!
SuzieQ - I had chicken pox at 22 so I know how you feel. I couldn't sleep for about 3 days in the end, so I got up about 2am and cleaned my whole house top to bottom until I collapsed in exhaustion. Then I slept for about 14 hours straight. I hope that doesn't happen to you! And yay for moving back to Perth - that's where my inlaws are I really like it there.
Dory - hi, hope you are doing well and your fur baby's op went well. They are so important and rely on us so much for their needs. I hope he/she is recovering beautifully and you are spoiling him/her rotten!
Hi to Angelic, lemonade, CharlieB, cmeglles, Powelly and everyone else.
AFM, I have kind of been in hiding waiting for this cycle to finish. I am CD33 today and am pretty sure that the clomid has thrown my body completely out of whack. I thought I was getting AF last weekend but still she hasn't arrived. I have occasional cramps/twinges but not even spotting as yet. I am having another b/t tomorrow so I guess I will know more then. My FS told me last week that she is going to be away from the end of this week until mid July. She is going to a big IVF conference in Rome apparently so there is no chance of us starting IVF any time soon until she gets back. All of the other decent FS in town are all going to the conference as well so not even the chance of a referral or locum. I actually feel pretty good about that so we will just keep doing b/t and monitor things while she is away. So DH and I have booked a weekend away in Sydney next month as a treat for us and a kind of birthday gift for me, so that is nice to have something to look forward too.
Anyway, gotta go as DH is calling me for dinner.
oxo
Don't worry crumpet, I know what you mean :) I expect I'll feel that way too once it happens for me *sigh* I know I'm not the only one going through these feelings, I suppose I just feel lonely a lot of the time and forget it...
AF is starting to get slower (thank goodness, I'm down to my last pad and need to wait for Scott to bring some home after work!)
just a very quick hello coz it seems I am not allowed near my computer
Hello lovely ladies,
Sorry a selfish post today, I'm feeling a bit down. My best friends sister had their second bub, a beautiful little girl yesterday (I am wrapped for them don't get me wrong) but their first bub was due on the same day as Riley was and it kind of hurts that they have had another happy healthy little bubba and we haven't even been able to conecive our second little one.
I am now 3 weeks over due for AF and i'm not pg :cry: , it's just getting a bit frustrating. I haven't had an on time AF since before i had Riley. My MIL goes to a natrapath (I think thats spelt wrong :redface:) anyway she suggested that i go to her also. I'm actually thinking that i might go, maybe she can help me?
Sorry for ranting i'm just sore and sorry for myself, I sprained my ankle at hockey training last night and can't get a dr's app till tomorrow (luckly i don't think its broken, but its bloody sore!)
Gosh i read that back to myself and i do sound like a wah wah!! :lol: Sorry just need to vent!
I hope you are all well. :D
Bec- Vent all you like hun. We are listening and understand. Hope you ahve a better day tomorrow. I am so sorry today is so hard. I an thinking of you. It is really difficult being pulled from their happiness and your own sadness. That speaks to me atm. I have fertile people and babies around me too! Big hugs hun and hope you find answers at the natropath. I find natural help a real benefit as far as regulating life. xoxo
:o OMG!!! Out of sheer frustration this arvo, after not having AF for 7 weeks I POAS for the 10th time, I fully expected a BFN BUT I have a faint BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG :o I can't believe it!!! I think i may have ovulated very late (I did have my suspisions) OMG :o. I shouldn't get this excited but OMG!!! :dance: I went to the drs today to have them look at my ankle and they wanted to send me for an xray but i got home and called the xray place and cancelled it, it just didn't feel right to have one. Maybe this is why! I will test again in a couple of days, I'm praying that it's right and that beautiful line gets stronger.:pray: OMG!!! :lol:
:jawdrop: :happyforyou::
Congratulations! Keep us updated, hey? :) Good luck with it all :)
:clap:[COLOR="red"]WOOHOO!![/COLOR] Congratulations!! That really was a sneaky BFP. So so so pleased for you. :dance::dance::dance::dance::dance:
:clap::confetti::leap::confetti::clap:
WAY TO GO SAMCOUGAR!!!!!!!
Sending lots of sticky vibes your way hun! :stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:
xoxo
HOORAY SAMCOUGAR!!! CONGRATS!!! This just made my day.
Hopefully much more soon!
Ok time for a real post- I said I would stay away, but I love you ladies too much!
Chez- that is terrible about the IVF conference. Maybe try and think that your doc will come back much better and you will succeed right away!
Gigi1- So sad about your friend. It just breaks my heart to hear of someone suffering another loss on top of what they have already had. Plus it scares me. A LOT! I am really hoping for you this TWW- it is time! (at least in my opinion)
ChrisW and Tenibear- I think we all see things that remind us of our dear lost ones. I still seek them out. I don't think it is bad, and although it is really hard, I always try to remember that I am upset because of the love I have in my heart for my child and how much I miss them. Sending you a hug to be with you during those hard days.
SusieQ- how is the CP going dear? When we were trying this last time- we missed our 'perfect' day to do the BD. I was SO mad. Dh wasn't feeling well- and I was mad at him.....(not so good huh?). But things turned out ok. Hooray for BD July--sounds like it should be much more fun than June... Wishing you good luck and no scars!
Hi to everyone I missed...
AFM- things are going well- nothing scary to report and I am too scared to be excited by anything. Holding my breath and going day by day.
:leap::leap::leap:
massive congrats samcougar!!!
:happyforyou::happyforyou::happyforyou::happyforyo u:
Samcougar!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS! That is such wonderful news. Made my day!
AFM, AF due Saturday but I have awful cramps and am starting to get a little wound up so am thinking we were unsuccessful :-( Low blood pressure too but that's not unusual for me. Ah well, just so happy to hear someone get a BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cmegles, thanks hun. I have my fingers crossed too.
Samcougar, That is FABULOUS news hun. I wish you a happy and healthy pregnancy. What a fantastic day for you. I am thrilled for you and your hubby. xoxoxo Nothing like a BFP to put you in a spin hey!
Chez, Go the bob babe. My DH was attached to my long hair too but he really loves the bob much to his surprise. I think he also sees a bit of my mojo back and a fresh look for me and that makes him happy. Do it i say hun.
I think the time away will be great for you. I just can't believe you are still in limbo waiting either way. The universe is really putting the breaks on for you atm. I hope that you are in the same boat as samcougar and BFP is around the corner much to your surprise. You just never know and I hold out hope. xoxox
AFM- Well, still in photo land and CD 20. Getting through it ok, keeping busy. Really bad sleeping earlier in the week, but last night was better. My body clock is way out of whack atm. Being so tired and sleeping all over the place, when i can get it, has really thrown me.
But I feel good, today is a good day. I have not even ventured into working out dates in hope that we are pregnant. I am trying not to even go there.
When the photos are done, my next project is mums bday present. I have some photo books to put together of the grandkids as I am the one with all the photos on file. I was also going to get her a mushroom inoculation and growing kit for oyster mushies or shiitake. So we shall see how I go with that. It is a living gift that i know she will love.
Anyway back to it.
Love, luck and laughter to you all xoxo
Powelly, I am sorry hun. I hope you are wrong and i still hold hope for you .xoxo
Thanks Gigi1. Still have funny cramps and every time I go to the loo I expect AF to be there, but it's just CM. Did a test this morning and it was BFN and I'm not sure when I O'd (am thinking it was around 8th/9th) so who knows. I just wish AF would hurry up or something to happen. At times like this I'd usually have a wine but argh!!!
SAM COUGAR - awesome girl! I am soo soo happy for you. It is just the best news. Congratulations on your bfp, and well done on just going with your intuition. Look forward to seeing you in another thread soon? It's ok if it takes you a while to gather the courage. Took me ages. Thinking of you especially in this exciting and daunting time. Stay snuggly.
Gigi - good to hear you've got your mojo back, it just shines out of your posts. The mushrooms sound like a great pressie.
Hello to all my other sweet lovlies, I am just catching up but am looking forward to reading your posts. Take care. Hope you have a nice weekend.