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Welcome Tashybabe and sorry that you have found yourself here. However, as Beata said, there are some amazing women in this group who will support you through this time. I can see from your post that you are in the emotional haze and thinking 10000 things at once. It is hard when you want answers to your questions but there doesn't seem to be any. Everyone is different with how they feel in regards to future pregnancies. When I lost my son at 19 weeks, I was devastated. When we eventually fell pregnant again and found out the sex, and that it was another boy, I had a major panic attack. I wasn't sure I would be able to distinguish between them but you know what, after the initial shock of finding out the sex, we were delighted and like Beata said, we felt that he had some of his brothers spirit in him. I don't know how I'd have felt if it was a girl? Maybe robbed of a son? Who knows.
Just know that there is no hurry or pressure for you to ttc. Take your time, feel it, and work through the emotions with your DH. You'll know when you are ready. You'll never ever forget your beautiful boy and he'll be in your hearts forever. Feel free to hover, contribute or whatever you feel will help you on your journey!
Kate - sorry to hear that this month has been rough. Honey, hold your head up and don't give up. I know it's hard being on this joke of a rollercoaster ride, but having Beata, Dory etc pop in shows us that future pregnancies are most definitely possible. Don't let it get you down too much :-)
As for me, I have my follow up gyno appt on Thursday to get my blood results. 8 tubes in total! Felt like a real pin cushion. I really enjoyed having a month off ttc but am looking forward to throwing myself out there next month! I'm not bloody giving up!
Hugs to all!
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Time for a new thread everyone. Here you go.
