Afternoon Lovely Ladies,
Gigi - so sorry to hear of your SIL and brothers loss. I really dont know what to say, my heart just breaks now everytime I hear of another woman going through baby loss. Before losing James I was always saddened when hearing that someone lost a baby but now it is such a personal pain. Im sure they appreciate everything you are and will do for them, just knowing you're there and and that you care would be a comfort. When hearing James had passed away my brother drove all day to be with me and was there for the birth. Having my brother at any of my labours was not something I had ever thought to ask of him, but he was amazing. I am thankful every day that he was there with my mum and my DH when James was born. Our relationship is different now, stronger. Do you have a close relationship with your SIL?
How are things with you? You sounded a bit down in your last few posts (understandably).
AFM - having quite a bad day, just overly emotional, cried so many times! I think knowing that we are now officially TTC has thrown me a bit. It is 6 weeks today since James was born, I know that is not very long but I am just so desperate to be pregnant. We started trying to conceive with James on the advice of my Ob as I have reoccurring CN3's so he wants me to hurry up and have babies so if I need to have a hysterectomy I can. So I have that terrible feeling now of time ticking away. Everyone says your still young (31) you have time etc etc, but as I now know baby making is not as damn easy as it looks. I have spent so many years of my adult life trying not to get pregnant it seems like a cruel joke now I am so desperate to be pregnant.
Sorry for prattling on everyone!
How is everyone else going? Everyone seems to be a bit quiet lately and I hope that is due to lots of baby making!