What a bummer, i just wrote a post and realised i wasn't logged in and now i have to start again!! oh well, here goes again
Thankyou everyone for Angel Fathers Day messages. My DH had a sad day, but he liked his pressies ( i got him a new mobile and a stainless steel kettle)
He says to say thankyou to everyone for their thoughts, he is glad he is not alone and he hopes all the other daddies got a bit spoiled too.
MEL Yay mel is back online!! I have missed you in here, even tho i have been texting you non stop, it is nice to read your posts.
I am glad you opened my package a day early, what ever helps you through these sad days is good for me. It took me a while to find everything, i dragged my poor mum through all the shops saying "No, thats just not quite right. I will know it when i see it" and i did. I take my hat off to you and DH, i am positive that Nicholas was so very proud of his mummy and daddy for having the strength and love to put on such a special day for him and for yourselves. I love Klee's discription of him looking down at all his love, it is so true. Big warm hugs to you both for tomorrow and every other day you are without your angel.
KLEE I think March would be a lovely time to get married. Will it matter when you get pregnant? Will you rush in and get married first before you start showing or wait until you loose all the excess baby weight? I had a friend who got engaged, set the date and then got preg, it was too late to change everything so she ended up being about 7 months preg at the wedding. And she broke her toe so she ended up barefoot and pregnant walking down the eisle!! She still looked beautiful, her only problem was she had to remake some of her dress coz she just kept getting bigger!!!
I am off computer duties on tuesday now- i had to wait till i actually finished work to get on, Can you beleive that? And it gets worse, i think the chicken lady logged in here on fri and read all the stuff i wrote coz when i logged in on Mon it said i had been in here on Fri, and i was at home in bed when i was Supposedly in here. I have unclicked my rememeber me box, i just have to keep it on while i am in here (or as i found out i loose posts) and then remember to log off. Its a bit sad, but i cant think of another explaination and she has been off me for the last few days so it all makes sense. Naughty Katti for bit#hing about her, i will have to watch that!
And yes i did laugh at the appropriate moment in your post!! Keep those legs open wide, let those little swimmers swim!! Remeber my tips!!
JO I am crossing everything for you (i still have a few more days till i open wide!!) I hope that AF stays far far away. You sound really positive, i hope it makes all the difference!! When do you think you will test? I really want this to happen for us all soon!!Thankyou for my pM, every bit of support helps. Its nice to log on and find people are caring about me!! Thankyou
Its really just us 4 girls trying here at the moment right? Maybe we can all graduate together, and if any of us are left behind, i am sure we can all still jump over to the other thread together to save everyone having to do both as it is basically all the same ppl. I hope we all fall togetherish, that would be cool.
Well it is too late for my BT today so i will go tomorrow as i have the day off and i am not really expecting my levels to be up at all so it can wait till tomorrow, then it has been a week anyway. I am going to check in with the Big Belly Ladies
Take care everyone and for Jo
xoxxo Katti
I would like to say a big thank you to everyone who sent us & Nicholas gifts and cards and who have in general been so supportive of us. I feel extremely lucky to have you all, just to have people who understand what this time is like. I dont think I even understood how hard it would be until the time has come. I am getting really teary very easily, and thinking about you all, and how much support you give me is just beyond belief. I think the teariness comes from my dread of tomorrow, but it just makes me feel so emotional knowing that you guys are all there for me even though alot of the people who were at the funeral wont even give Nicholas or us a 2nd though. The effort you have all put in for us is something I will never forget, and I just dont know how I can ever repay you. But one thing I can do is promise I will always be there for you, in good times and bad. That's what friends are for right
Thank-you to you all, your DH's and your angel bubs.
Klee - March is not too soon, its ages away - a whole 6 MONTHS! Dont worry, I will work on him for you LOL. DH and I got married on 25 November and we only got engaged just after Nicholas was born so we were quick. I guess it depends on what type of wedding you want. The big white wedding would take a fair bit of planning, but I remember you saying you would only want a small affair so I reckon a couple of months tops! Bummer, about being busy at work - dont they know you have a life?
Kat - I hope you are right and we can all graduate together Did you speak to any of the docs after our convo? Wondering what he thought about the antibodies being negative in the BT.
Jo - that AF stays away for you. If positive vibes count for anything, all of us are sending them out in masses.
Spring - I know you are coming up to Harry's birthday as well, exactly 1 month and 1 day after Nicholas'. I just hope that I can do something special for you, as you have done for me. And OMG I cant believe lil Spring is about to make HIS/her grand entrance into the world Time flys - well maybe not for you, but it has for me!
Bailey - Has your brother fixed it? Hope so
DH and I are still not 100% sure what we will do tomorrow, we are thinking we will do it on a whim. First things first, see if I can get myself out of bed. If I succeed at that, we might go for a picnic or something. What I would really like is to wake up and find it has all been a bad dream and that Nicholas is crying in his bed cause he wants to get up, and then I can watch him smear his cake all over his chubby little face
Mel: You are a very special woman, DH is a very special man and Nicholas is a very special boy. I hope that you felt how much love there is for you and Nicholas and we will all be with you every step of the way tomorrow and every day after that.
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