JO i am so sorry to hear AF has showed her ugly face again. I wish it wasn't so!! Also big hugs for tomorrow love for Little Storm. Did some of your relies end up going to see her grave? I hope so, for your and your DH's sake as well as for her. I hope you are feeling ok, it sucks doesn't it. I got very cranky when Af showed her head in my direction. Dh says i tend to take it out on him, i dont mean to , it just makes me sad to know i have a whole other month to get through and it makes me feel like the whole month of trying was a waste of time coz nothing came from it. i loose motivation quite easily, for the week i am bleeding anyway. Then i tend to emerge feeling a little more positive, but it all takes its toll. I am only now starting to get over it and acting normal again. Until now i have just basically had the sh#ts. I am not overly mean, just mad at the world IYKWIM!!
I haven't even been keeping track of dates or sex or anything. That is probably a good thing!
MEL it is so nice to see you in the threads again!!!! Bowling is sooo much fun, but i haven't been for years!! i keep telling DH i wanna go, but we never get around to it! And margarita's are sooo much fun too!! They are my fave for xmas time!! I think you have done an amazing job over the last few weeks, you are an inspriration to us all!!
I haven't made another dr's appt yet, i will see my local ob first to get a referal for a specialist. i am going to try and see one in Tweed or Gold Coast and make it the person i will see when i actually get preg too. I have seen soooo many dr's over the last 5 years its not funny!! i will be sorting this out soon, i might go interviewing some and see who i like the best. So until then i am OFF the aspirin, we will see how i go this month (effort has been minimal so far to say the least!! But last month we figured out we went gung ho a little early in my cycle, so we are chilling and waiting for this one!!) so i will wait and see. I dont even know where i am in my cycle now, i feel abit more grounded now tho- i was a bit all over the place mentally there for a while. I think i need to just stay cool calm and collected and this will all happen as it is meant to.
KLEE Has your sil gone into labour yet?? How are the wedding plans going??? I am at work on the comp if ya have time to pm.... if not thanx for your message. I have called the dr, but he still hasn't called back, so as i said i am pretty sure my levels must have gone back down to normal or i would have heard something by now. I am trying to get motivated for this month, but i am abit blah. its probly better that way, not such a fall if im not so hyped up and excited!
HI ELLIE- Welcome to the thread, i am sorry, i was a bit preoccupied when you first arrived and didn't take the time to say a real hello.
You sound as tho you have travelled a hard and long road to get here, i hope this thread can be as usefull to you as it is to all of us. I am glad to hear you are feeling a little better today. Good luck with all your ivf things this cycle. I dont understand alot of what you have to do, it all sounds very complicated. Good luck and have fun trying!!
JUDY Sorry to hear you also have Af and anniversaries co inciding. Big Higs my love. Just think of Eyore.
AUNTIE M I am soooo happy to hear m/s is coming for you!! Its a nice feeling of reassurance! I have been thinking of you alot. I wish i could just jump out of cyber space and visit everyone in the flesh, i would love to see the area you live in, i am picturing a town a little bit like Northern Exposure, that show about Alaska from years ago!! Is it cold in colarado? It's where the snow fields are isnt it? I lived in LA for the first 7 years of my life, but the furtherst north i travelled was Big Bear. If i ever go back, i will let you know!! Are you still feeling yeti around you? I am sure he is happy for you and peanut. He will want you to love peanut just as much as you love him!! Will you be finding out the sex of little peanut? Are you still considering a home birth? I would love a home water birth, but i think i will have to go c section or at least be induced, so that rules that out i think for me. I think you would be fine to be at home if thats what you want. I think whatever makes you and Dh happy is what you should do. has that sil been behaving???? I hope so!! Are you telling your boss right away? That might be a good start to getting a bit more time off!! At least until m/s goes away!! I am coming in to work a bit more since my DH has gone back to work, other wise i just end up depressed on the couch watching tv. Not good. All though mind you- i have lost my house Bi#ch too, so i have actually had to do house work!! Not happy Jan! But the extra money DH is bringing home is worth it!! So i no complain.
Well i better go for now and finish my work and get home to walk the dogs!!
Lotsa love
Kat xoxo
Still waiting on spring!!
Hello to anyone i have missed- especially girls from preg thread, i keep thinking i will post to you all in there- but then i forget!! Sorryy!!! Belly Rubs to all bellies big and small!!!
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