You are only as old as you feel!!
How is his finger? or was it your finger? He dropped something on it didn;t he?

I am ok, i went abit crazy there for a while, now i am sombre and cranky. It was a bit too much for me getting close so quick. I am sort of glad that i got to calm down abit. i need to keep this level of calmness in my tww tho!! Thats when i start to go crazy wishing and wanting when i should just chill out and relax.I find I fall too hard when it doesn't happen if i am too excited and that makes me a cranky bum to live with says DH. Hopefully this only happens a few more times before i get pregnant or i fear i will drive myself too insane!!