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morning ladies, how is everyone today?
mel - how are you today? when and if you're ready we'd love to hear from you.
me - as usual i am confused as to what my cycle is doing, these temps and opks don't seem to be working for me (well they work they just don't seem to correlate), think i'm going to have to just leave it to chance from now on. i guess we are now in the tww, not really sure to be honest, guess only time will tell.
Hi all!!!
Firstly i would like to apologise, i mentioned yesterday there were only a few of us still in here, there are actually more of us than i thought. I am so sorry to all of you lovely ladies who i had forgotten about. I was having a moment where i was only looking at the posts on my screen and not thinking about anything else.
And i also forgot to add what i was up to (after i lost the last post and had to re write, there was a few things i missed)
I am currently still waiting on another blood test because my last one came back with my levels up a tiny bit (9) and even tho i got AF the next night the Dr got me to do it again as i could still be pregnant. Not holding my breath, but we will wait and see.
I am also now a bit confused as to whether to take my aspirin now or not. The specialist i went to recomended i take it from 12 weeks, but didn;t explain why, and then when i saw my normal dr he said i should be taking all the time regardless of whether i am trying to have a baby or not as a clot could form anywhere in body and cause damage. Well, then i spoke to "Dr Mel" (who also has anticardio) and her high risk dr also said to wait until she was preg before taking the aspirin as our body needs to clot a little bit for implantion, and after my few weeks of dilema's i had come to the conclusion that i may have had a nice fertilised egg in there, but it was unable to implant due to me not being able to clot up. So i am following my specialist advice and i am now off the aspirin.
And then this morning i came in and i had written all of this up in the preg thread and one of the girls in there said she had a similar problem but the other way around- she was told TO take the aspirin so her body didn't think a fertilised egg was just a clot and try to get rid of it. So now i am totally confused and i am going to follow my specialist instructions and make another appt to see him and double check what is going on. Because the other strange thing was that my anticardio has apparently cleared up as of my blood test from last week. Now again Dr Mel may have the answer for that too.... when you are showing signs of pregnancy the anticardio doesn't show up- so as my preg levels were up it may be the explaination to why that went away. Its all very confusing and all over the place (just like me!) and i dont know what to think. I am going to just have to wait and see. I have done a month on the aspirin, and apparently things tried but couldn't, so i will try a month off while i wait for appt then go from there. Wish me luck!
And hey, there is still a tiny miniscule chance i am still preg. Tho no signs anymore really, i am still hoping for a miracle. AF was very strange (only lasted a few days really and is completely gone now) Stranger things have happened!!
The other thing i missed in my post was to KLEE Yes you made me laugh at you crossing everything but your legs!!! Still laughing now!!
Mel, i sent you a text as i knew i wouldn't be in here yesterday, however i wish to send you more hugs and i am sending a big Angel Kiss to Nicholas, i hoped he liked all his balloons!! I dont know what else to say sweetie, just that i wish i could be there for you as i know you will be there for me when November comes around. All my love to you and DH.
Hi everyone,
Not much from me today, still feeling pretty low after yesterday... but wanted to come in and say a really big thank you to everyone for your support yesterday, it means alot to DH, myself and I am sure Nicholas :hug:
The day was a little harder than I expected, I guess I thought I had released it all on Saturday but it hadnt even touched the surface. We went to Williamstown and had some lunch and let some balloons go on the beach. And then spent the evening with my family which was a really good distraction. It did make the day a little easier knowing everyone was there for me, and I got a couple of messages from people who I didnt think would remember so that was nice as well.
I hope you are all well, and I am sure I will be back tomorrow at some stage to check on you all.
Lots of love, Mel :)
Mel - big big big :hug: You have had a huge few days and you have showed that through all the pain and heartbreak that somehow you find some strength to keep going. Nicholas would be so proud of his mummy :hugs:
May you always have an angel by your side
Watching out for you
Helping you believe in brighter days and in dreams come true
Giving you comfort and courage
Someone to catch you if you fall
Inspiring smiles
Holding your hand and helping you through it all
May you always have an angel by your side
:hug:
howdy everyone.
Klee- what a bugger that the opks and temps don't seem to correspond with your o date. do you do fertility friend? that helped me out because i couldn't figure my chart out and their program did it for me. here's to chance!
Starbright- what a lot of confusion! one always hopes the medical profession has things figured out, but so often they don't know exactly.
Mel- what a milestone to live through, my heart goes out to you.
mel - nice to see you pop in. being with your family sounded like the perfect idea, knowing that through it all you have them to fall back on, must help even just a little. just be kind to yourself over the next few days, thinking of you.
Hey all
Just a quick post this morning, AF arrived yesterday :(, but I haven't really had a chance to think about it as DS (14) was slammed into the ground by a teammate at football training last night, so it was off to casulty with him. Dr dosent think anything is broken but sending him for a x-ray this morning to rule out a broken collar bone! Poor baby is in so much pain, I cried when the Dr was examining him last night, he was hurting so much!
But all that has been distracting me from the fact that once again AF is here!
Sorry girls that was a bit of a "me" post wasn't it! Sorry again!
How is everyone else?
lynn - such beautiful words
jo/judy - any sign of the wicked witch or have you succumbed to testing?
auntie m - i can't access ff from work as its banned because it relates to sexual education lol. have been doing my chart on my own will put it on to ff tomorrow when i go visit my folks, we don't get internet til monday at home. will see what it says then.
jo - we just posted at same time, sorry to hear af came and I hope ds is ok
Klee ((hugs)) thanks for thinking of me.. AF is about to arrive. I did test on 10dpo more so coz I tested at 10DPO when I got a BFP with Samuel and on that day a close friend had her baby girl. Well she had another baby girl this time at 10dpo so I was hoping for the same miracle and boy did it hit me hard when I got a BFN and then spotting. We were also pg together when I was pg with Annabelle and she was pg with her son. So it has hit me a bit hard. Also a few Angelversarys coming up and some significant dates which has me right down in that pit of thinking I'll never have another live baby to hold of my own.
Jo I am so sorry to read about AF and your DS. It is so hard seeing your child in pain, that was us last week at casualty when DS2 broke his toe and it is stil bruised and swollen.
Kat have you got your 2nd beta back? Are you still in limbo land? It does sound a bit odd to have such a light AF unless it was breakthrough bleeindg. Hoping for a bit more certainty for you.
hugs to all.. school holdiays began here today and we have a household of kids as friends have gone to Sydney and we have their 3 children.
bye for now
Judy
Jo I am so sorry that the wicked witch arrived - big hugs to you babe :hug: I hope your DS is ok and the xray shows no broken bones. Take care, thinking of you :hugs:
Good luck to everyone else in the dreaded 2ww :pray:
hey all,
well x-ray showed ds has a broken collar bone :(, if I could get my hands on the little sod who did it........
DH has made his appointment with the FS, it's on the 1st of november!
back later to do some personals!
Oh Jo I'm sorry to hear that DS has broken his collar bone. Sort that other kid out!!!!
Good luck on the 1 November. I have everything crossed for you :pray: Sending you heaps and heaps of :bluedust:
Hey Lynn,
thanks, the kid that did it was having a temper tantrum at the time, so he really needs a foot up the @#*%. So thats the end of DS's footy season & they are in the finals too, 2 games away from the grand final!
Hopefully we will have some luck on our own before november!
Judy – sorry for the BFN, is it possible that it was just to early. Thinking of you for your angelversaries.
Jo – sorry to hear about DS's collarbone, a temper tantrum is no excuse, your poor son just happened to be on the end of someones bad day. fantastic that dh has got his appointment, praying it can bring you some results
hiya lynn - good to see you around
I'm always here Klee checking on my girls............hoping for good news. I don't always post but I am always reading how you are all going. We need some graduations in here - sending you all heaps and heaps of :bluedust:
How are you going Klee?
i know sorry lynn - i was typing as i was working, boss came round so had to post post, lol,
am going ok, just very tired, worked the last 3 weeks full time, so not use to that, looking forward to heaving a day off
you?
You ok, just saw your mood is "in pain"