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I would like to say a big thank you to everyone who sent us & Nicholas gifts and cards and who have in general been so supportive of us. I feel extremely lucky to have you all, just to have people who understand what this time is like. I dont think I even understood how hard it would be until the time has come. I am getting really teary very easily, and thinking about you all, and how much support you give me is just beyond belief. I think the teariness comes from my dread of tomorrow, but it just makes me feel so emotional knowing that you guys are all there for me even though alot of the people who were at the funeral wont even give Nicholas or us a 2nd though. The effort you have all put in for us is something I will never forget, and I just dont know how I can ever repay you. But one thing I can do is promise I will always be there for you, in good times and bad. That's what friends are for right :)
Thank-you to you all, your DH's and your angel bubs.
Love Mel, DH & Nicholas :hug:
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Mel - :hug: Here for you always :hug:
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Lynn - Ditto :hug:
Klee - March is not too soon, its ages away - a whole 6 MONTHS! Dont worry, I will work on him for you LOL. DH and I got married on 25 November and we only got engaged just after Nicholas was born so we were quick. I guess it depends on what type of wedding you want. The big white wedding would take a fair bit of planning, but I remember you saying you would only want a small affair so I reckon a couple of months tops! ;) Bummer, about being busy at work - dont they know you have a life? :p
Kat - I hope you are right and we can all graduate together :crossfingers: Did you speak to any of the docs after our convo? Wondering what he thought about the antibodies being negative in the BT.
Jo - :pray: that AF stays away for you. If positive vibes count for anything, all of us are sending them out in masses.
Spring - I know you are coming up to Harry's birthday as well, exactly 1 month and 1 day after Nicholas'. I just hope that I can do something special for you, as you have done for me. And OMG I cant believe lil Spring is about to make HIS/her grand entrance into the world :dance: Time flys - well maybe not for you, but it has for me!
Bailey - Has your brother fixed it? Hope so :)
DH and I are still not 100% sure what we will do tomorrow, we are thinking we will do it on a whim. First things first, see if I can get myself out of bed. If I succeed at that, we might go for a picnic or something. What I would really like is to wake up and find it has all been a bad dream and that Nicholas is crying in his bed cause he wants to get up, and then I can watch him smear his cake all over his chubby little face :(
Bye for now,
Mel
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Mel: You are a very special woman, DH is a very special man and Nicholas is a very special boy. I hope that you felt how much love there is for you and Nicholas and we will all be with you every step of the way tomorrow and every day after that.
Lv Spring
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Mel...you are amazing...my heart goes out to you and DH...you will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow. Take care xxx
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Thanks Spring :hug:
Thanks Ellie - I think I just posted to you in another thread :hug:
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Mel..Yep you did...and you are an inspiration! I feel so bad for complaining about my journey when you have been through so much. I just can't imagine how you've found the strength...again...inspirational xxx
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Ellie, I think we are all inspirational to be honest. We all have different journeys and we all have to find the strength to get through the days. Even if someone else is going through something, it doesnt make your own journey any less painful.
I dont think I have seen you around this thread before, but hopefully you stick around... I might need to bug you for IVF info. I have no idea what I am doing LOL basically just doing what they tell me without fully understanding it. Still not 100% sure what the Synarel does, and I researched today and it said dont take it while on OCP but yet IVF tell me to do just that. Told DH and he said dont google! :rolleyes:
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Mel...I've been banned from google lol...and yes I'm new around here. Have been hanging in the long term ttc ac thread but after yet another mc my FS put me in the recurrent mc box so I jumped in here!
I would love to hear all about your IVF cycle...the first one's the hardest as it's all new and you don't know what to expect. I start my synarel on the 19th...so I won't be too far behind you! I'll be thinking of you tomorrow...and thanks heaps for today...I feel so much better tonight xxx
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Ellie, I am so sorry you had to be put in the box YAY huh what a box to be put in.
We are very close together in our IVF cycle. I start Synarel on 15th Sept. Then apparently stop OCP on 21st and have scan on 28th - have no idea where I go from there. I assume dependant on scan they will work out when I start FSH injections :dunno:
Thanks for your wishes tomorrow. I am hanging around on here distracting myself - sitting here thinking this exact time last year I was giving birth to Nicholas. In exactly 6 hours and 10 mins from now he will be exactly 1 year old. I know when I wake up in the morning, I will be thinking that exactly 1 year ago I was holding him in my arms. I just wish I could hold him again and get a snuggle, rather than just hold his urn :(
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Mel, DH and Nicholas
A long painful year may have passed, but one thing I know for sure is that the love for Nicholas has only grown.
Happy 1st Birthday sweet little Nicholas. Your Mummy, Daddy, family and BB girls all just miss you so much.
Big huge hugs to you and DH today Mel
Lv Spring, DH, Harry, Pumpkin and Lil Spring.
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Happy 1st Birthday Sweet Little Nicholas
Dear Mel
I will be thinking of you and your family today. Be good to yourselves and try to have a special day as hard as it is. Take care, and know that Nicholas has lots of little angel friends there with him to help celebrate. Take care and lots of hugs to you today.
xx
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Happy 1st Birthday little Nicholas
Mel I know the past year has been heartbreaking and difficult but you have always had a little angel on your shoulder, in your heart and with you always. My thoughts are with you and DH today and of course I will be thinking of Nicholas all day. I hope he has a great day with all our bubs playing and partying up in the stars. Take care babe, thinking of you, luv & hugs Lynn, DH & Cooper
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Happy 1st Birthday Nicholas
Mel, hon, words can't really express the emotion of today. Our thoughts and prayers and with you, DH and Nicholas. Do only what you can today, scream, shout, let it all out but most of all look after yourselves. You are such an amazing lady, friend, wife and most of all mother, look outside today, its a beautiful day for a beautiful boy, Nicholas is shining down on you.
Live and love today for nicholas was the ultimate symbolisation of yours and dh's love for each other, whisper you love him, and blow him a kiss from us.
Nicholas forever in our hearts
klee, dh and phoebe
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HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY SWEET NICHOLAS
Thinking of you & your DH today Mel.
Love Jo, Dh, Storm & family
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Mel I am thinking of you and DH and your sweet baby Nicholas on his 1st Angelversary. I just don't know what to say other than do whatever you feel you have to do.
hugs hun
Judy
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Mel, i know you won't read this until the 6th in australia, but here it is Nicholas' birthday, and i am sending all my love and tears to you, your dh, and Nicholas. i wish for you that it were all a bad dream too, i wish nothing more than you could wake up to that crying little boy. he is such a special boy, and so very loved. know that he loves you too. i wish i could give you a big hug.:hug:
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i'm trying to remember what i wanted to post, but i'm crying so you'll have to forgive me if i forget.
Mel- your journal and Nicholas' birthday party photos are so lovely. so sad, but so lovely at the same time. hugs.
Starbright - i'm so sorry that the universe keeps knocking you down. perhaps if you say something nice about the boss lady . . . :)
Jo- here's hoping!
Klee- March sounds just right, after 9 years, you must both be ready!
