Hey Spring, It must have been hard at the party. I know those stupid "should have's" They get me too. I had it at christmas sitting there with all the kids and my huge family, than had it when I was away and my friend had her 6 moth old. I kept thinking to myself that's what Asha would be doing etc. Well, you have done it now and it can only make you stronger right! And hubby will be home soon, and then followed shortly after by Lil Spring. Enjoy your last night in Brissy.