Auntie,
If you didn't get upset everynow and then and didn't miss your little Yeti... thats when I would be worried about you. The hardest day I have had since losing Eli was the happiest moment for the rest of my family. My twin sister delivered a beautiful baby a little over 6 weeks after we said goodbye to ours. My mom lives with us and has since her stroke in '01 .. so I had to reaaaalllllly work on putting on a happy face while she celebrated another grandchild's birth. Its hard to deal with the dark sides of our hearts sometimes... envy... hurt.. and that not so publically accepted kind of grief that isnt contained by a tissue but soaks your shirt in tears and chafes your nose from snot. But ya know... red chapped noses and red eyes ARE beautiful! You are beautiful... because you are willing to be real. I can't imagine the balancing act it must be to grieve the loss of Yeti and celebrate a new miracle. I want to have that chance one day. And if/when that time comes I hope I handle it as well and REAL as you do! Hugs from Ohio.