Hey everyone, thank you all so much for your support - It really does mean alot to me!
Spring - I am thinking of you, DH, Harrison and lil Spring today and I hope that Canberra takes it easy on you. Enjoy the time you have with DH, albeit a small amount of time.
Lynn - I know you are probably right, my family are usually very supportive especially my older sister. My mum and dad dont even really talk about it with me anymore. I ended up texting mum last night and asked if she had forgotten what today was, she said that she didnt mean to make me feel like he had been forgotten but they didnt think I'd want to talk to them and they were going to call today so I said a message or something would have been nice and she apologised. I told her that I know it is hard for them to know the right thing to do but that I need something, I dont know what, but more than what I am getting from them. DH is so beautiful though, I was crying when we went to bed and said to him that I feel really alone and he said I am not alone cause I have him. I agree with the "WTF" about your friend being too busy, everyone gets busy but you have to make time for people you love. And I'd probably feel same as you with the comments about how hard it is on your parents, I guarantee them no where near as hard as it is on YOU! And I dont think you should have to put on a happy face at all, it may be hard on them but as we have learnt life is hard and they just have to deal with it, like we do. On a different note, you get those results through soon.
Deb - I am glad to hear that the bleeding has stopped. I that the Clomid is a little easier on you this time round. BTW your garden sounds lovely, I dont have a green thumb at all but I would love to have the knack. Not that it would help much with these water restrictions but anyway.
Michelle - I dont know because I am not pregnant but I can imagine how hard it must be on you with your bub being at Caitlyn's gestational birth age, I imagine it is going to be a long and stressful road from here on out. I actually noticed your ticker about a week ago I think it was and thought then that you were coming to a tough time. You have everyone here to help you through this and it wont be long before you have that bub filling your arms with so much warmth your heart will skip a beat And I agree, as hard as it is to cry I think it needs to be done and it surely cant help to hold it all in. That is so beautiful your ILs included Caitlyn in Christmas. My MIL did practically nothing for Christmas this year and strangely she made my Christmas easier because she told me she just couldnt get into it because Nicholas should have been here.
Bailey - I hope you are doing ok today, we have all been thinking of you.
Hi to everyone else.
Today I am feeling a bit better than yesterday, DH has the car today (cause he slept in and missed his train) so I am going to go on a really long walk to the shopping centre with my ipod cause I need to go to the post office, and I will pick up some zucchinis and stuff to make a slice for dinner. Hopefully the walk will help clear my head - I should be walking all the time but to be honest I have no motivation for anything these days.
I hope you all have a lovely day, and thanks again for being there for me.
Mel - how are you doing today? How was your walk to the shops? Are you making zuchini slice????? I love zuchini slice I'm glad that you are feeling a little bit better than yesterday. I think we need to help each other get out of this big hole that we are in. That is what it feels like for me anyway. I think the hardest part for our family and friends is that they don't know what to say and when. I told everyone that acknowledgement of Cooper was the most important thing for me and that if they don't know what to say because they are scared of saying the wrong thing, just say it because saying nothing at all is the worst thing to do. Now that you have spoken with your mum, I'm sure she knows what you want now and will try to be there for you when you need her.
Spring - I know that you are probably busy with work today but I just want you to know that I am thinking of you. I hope you have a nice night with DH. Take care.
Deb - your garden sounds beautiful. I wish I was a green thumb! I try to be. I hope Clomid is kind to you this month. I will be joining you soon on Clomid I'm sure
I got my prog levels from my BT which I had yesterday which was 9dpo - 18.3. Not good - so it looks like the wicked witch is coming over to my place real soon! That's ok, I sort of expected her this month anyway because I o'd sooooooooo late. Anyway, me being me, did a hpt this morning. I was feeling a bit nauseous yesterday so thought I would do one - negative. I think I was nauseous because it was such an emotional day.
Today has been a better day - I've been painting again because I stuffed up the walls last week by using gloss paint on the walls. So they are all fixed up now. So I have a fun day planned tomorrow - not! Cleaning. Oh well, these things have to be done.
I am thinking of you, DH, Harrison and lil Spring today and I hope that Canberra takes it easy on you. Enjoy the time you have with DH, albeit a small amount of time.
you get those results through soon.
that the Clomid is a little easier on you this time round. BTW your garden sounds lovely, I dont have a green thumb at all but I would love to have the knack. Not that it would help much with these water restrictions but anyway.
I'm glad that you are feeling a little bit better than yesterday. I think we need to help each other get out of this big hole that we are in. That is what it feels like for me anyway. I think the hardest part for our family and friends is that they don't know what to say and when. I told everyone that acknowledgement of Cooper was the most important thing for me and that if they don't know what to say because they are scared of saying the wrong thing, just say it because saying nothing at all is the worst thing to do. Now that you have spoken with your mum, I'm sure she knows what you want now and will try to be there for you when you need her.
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