Thank you to everyone for thinking of me and Coop on Saturday. It was a tough day. Do they get any easier?!?!?!?! The morning I spent doing all the 'what ifs' and wondering what he would be doing and looking like. Then I went and bought his flowers (white oriental lillies). I think it was Klee that said that these flowers are supposed to be the smell of an angel. I couldn't believe it when I read that because I have always loved pink oriential lillies but when we had to choose a flower for Cooper I chose the white ones because I think white is pure and innocent. Then to read that they are the smell of an angel brought a tear but also a smile.

Klee - LOL! Your DP is funny! I hope his uterus is going good today! I know your feelings babe I feel the same. I am at the point that I am saying if people choose to ignore Cooper, then I ignore them. If they can't acknowledge my child, then I don't acknowledge theirs. I know this might sound harsh but I too am sick of people whinging to me about how hard life is with getting home from work, bathing kids, feeding kids, putting them to bed and then have no time to themselves. I wish for a life like that! Good luck with the herbs! I am a big believer of trying everything! I tried everything that I could except the herbs because my fs said that I shouldn't mix my meds with herbs. How are you find the acupuncture?

Jo - I hope you and the kids are feeling better soon

Nat - I am doing ok. Better today. Just had a rough few days.......you know how it is. I love a plan! I love your plan! I am feeling so positive for you!!! DH is right, go and enjoy your holiday, eat heaps, drink heaps, see heaps and have the best time and then when you come back you can concentrate on I have a really really good feeling about this. I hope DS is ok.

Mel - good luck today babe :hugs: It is a great positive step trying Clomid and I hope so much that this is all you need to kick start your body. I will be thinking of you tomorrow. Let us know how you go.

Auntie M - you gave me a great picture in my head of you wood chopping! I don't think I have ever chopped wood. I think I would chop my foot off or something! Making the decision to go back to work is a tough one and one that only you can make. I know for me making the decision to go back part time was a big one. I am glad that I am back, like you said, it keeps my mind off things. I love having 2 days at home though during the day to do all the house stuff, dr stuff and also I need my crazy 'me' time

Haven't seen Kristy or Kat around much lately - hope you are both ok

Well Spring moved house over the weekend and she doesn't have internet connect at the moment but she says hi.

I hope everyone has a good week!