Deb - I have some questions for you and I just didn't know where to post. I just don't know where I belong at the moment, I feel torn - grieving and TTC after a Stillbirth but TTC with assistance. I am hoping that you can help. I didn't respond to Clomid 50 this time around. Why am I going to straight to IUI/FSH inj. I asked my FS about increasing Clomid and he said that the risks are higher on Clomid and that I have a better chance on IUI/FSH. When I look in other threads people are falling pg when they increase their Clomid. I can't seem to find anyone that is on IUI/FSH inj. I seem to think that I am not going to fall pg at the moment because I am grieving so much lately, but I don't know if I am grieving the loss of Cooper so much at the moment because I am struggling to fall pg and so it makes the pain of losing Cooper so much more. I'm sorry none of this makes sense. I just can't see the light. I can't relax because I am stressing over everything. I now have the biggest headache from crying so much and the pain of all of this just hurts so much. I just feel like I am in a vicious cycle - grieving, TTC, trying to relax, trying to be positve, grieving, frustrated, TTC!!!!!! How much can one person take?