Hi everybody,

Spring - So glad your having a better day... how lucky are you with the work at home opportunity! Well I think it is great, you deserve some quality time with lil Spring, and with the second wage you can spoil him/her rotten

Lynn - Hope you are busy resting and away!

Bailey - You probably have O'd and it is just not showing, but you have been like a crazy woman so surely you have the best chance of catching the egg! GL - will be sending vibes your way.

Well it has been a good night, the counsellor from S&K came and she is so lovely. She was so easy to talk to, gave us lots of things to think about and also showed alot of interest in DH and how he is dealing with his grief. I showed her the poem he wrote me for Mother's Day and she is going to publish it in the next newsletter and dedicate it to the Nicholas which he was stoked about. She has given him the idea to start writing down his feelings to get them out. She gave me a couple of things to think about as well. She also gave us some advice on how to help the kids through (the older 2 anyway). She gave me so much information to read through and I really enjoyed just sitting down and talking, she told us about her own situation and I felt like I could relate to her. I have to say S&K are the most caring organisation, they have support for grandparents, family, siblings everyone and it is great. I am going to tell my mum about it. Anyway, I feel really good at the moment and feel like just talking with her and DH so openly was like a weight lifting, and it was nice to hear DH talk about himself for a change.

Anyway just wanted to report how it all went.

Bye for now, Me