sorry ladies for my emotional post, i did it after just having lunch with DP's aunty, she has been on IVF and TTC for 6 years with no luck, at one point she said she was kind of jealous of me, not for my loss of course not, but that I was able to have that time with Phoebe. Only someone in her position could comprehend being jealous of someone in our position. I feel for her so much.