Avalance

I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter sweetie. It has only been four weeks since you lost her so it is perfectly normal that your emotions are so raw. I remember, after losing my son, feeling an anger so deep inside of me that I just wanted to burst. Getting your feelings out and writing them down is really healthy and there are so many women here who will know and understand exactly how you feel.

I know how strong the urge to conceive again is. However it is important to give youself time to grieve, I must admit I could barely function for the first few months so you have to be easy on yourself.

You sound like you need to gather a support network around you. Losing a child is really really tough and will forever change your life. Do you have anyone you can talk to? From the sounds of your post I am guessing you live in the USA. Is there a local community counselling support group or something organised through the hospital where you gave birth?

Please keep visiting this site, we will be here to listen to you, and share the pain.

You are not alone in this.

Big :hugs:

Lv Spring