Oh Beema, I absolutely dread the day I stop BF my DS. I'm sorry I don't have any advice but just a big hug. Are you a member of your local ABA group? They may be able to offer some advice & support to help you continue to BF (or even just call the help line). Or your Dr who prescribed the motilium, perhaps they may be able to offer advice.

Good luck & once again big big hugs. BF is a very special bond and I can relate to your feelings/emotions.