Sahbear, you've described it exactly! I was in tears for a lot of today, and it's really just not feeling worth it. I feel like it's turning me into a horrible person when I'm not even there.

Thank you so much everyone, I will apply for the job and not feel guilty about it

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Definately don't feel guilty about making improvements in your life. Your current employer will find someone else. FX you get the job & it is a better fit for you.