But I'm not reeeeeaaaaaady!

[Willow]

I'm heading back to work in 3 weeks - THREE weeks

I just don't feel like I've got my head around it...I don't feel 'organised'. I'm not sure exactly what it is I think I need to 'organise'...but whatever it is, I haven't done it!

I'm worried DS isn't ready for me to go back. He's still not sleeping through the night, his b'feeds are all over the place...how's he going to go without me?

I'm freaking out!! I didn't feel like this with DD. She was sleeping through, feeding in a predictable pattern etc etc we were sorted - DS and I are so not sorted!