You poor thing, it's so hard to decide b/w something that benefits everyone but comes with some compromises or doing the same old thing.

I applaud your decision to go back to work (sadly i know i will have to sooner than i hoped) and get that little bit extra so you can give the kids a little more of what they want rather than just what they need.

I hope things settle and they get into a new routine and start to realise your doing it for them!

GL with it all and i hope you find the right decision in your heart aswell as your mind!

Don't feel guilty for trying to do your best for them and most of all for yourself!